newbie, dealing with new abilities and energies Options

As many of you know I have started a large amount of converse in the two topics Ive posted on. I believe that if this is a matter to be discussed, than it shouldnt be done on someone elses topic and hinder them from obtaining any information that they might need.

Lately I have been dealing with alot of changes to my limits and abilities. If you already know what they are than I have no need to repeat them.

A long story short, I have recently discovered magick as some might say but the difference is, I discovered this from no book and no spell. I kinda fell into it. I have shown many signes that what I have fell into deals with necromancy but it also has alot to do with elements, or at least it seems. In all honesty the thought of necromancy is kinda scary but then again many things have been misunderstood in this world. Lately I have been very confused about what to do and seem to be forgetting reality.

If you have anything to say about anything please do.

Magic is not something to play with or claim to be a master of. It can send you into a state of dillusion very quickly.

It is better to practise in silence and not claim anything but practice and practice expecting nothing but accepting all the shit it causes.

Magic is not for everyone. The first few steps into its dominion is gentle and seems fun but then when you cannot turn back and your life turns to custard it is not fun anymore.

Think carefully before opening pandoras box. your life will never be the same.

Be careful love. It does funny things but it is not the magick which does it this it is your own mind and perception. If you are weak and undisiplined then magick is not for you. It requires strength and dedication... I know of many patients in mental wards who are former practitioners who thought they could do things paranormal with no regard to their mind set. They were weak and got their fuingers burned.

I am one of those who are there to try to pick up the pieces. sadly the health service of our wonderful country do not want to know the cause they just want to take the problem out of the public sector.