I don't know if this is just me or I could be going insane but I have noticed weird things in my room. For example, splashes of light that seem to go across the wall then disappear. Mostly the colours are light greenish and blue but mostly light blue. I noticed last night that I suddenly felt a chilled thing come across my body the thing is, I feel so close yet distant from whatever this is. Also I used to be afraid of entities and now suddenly the fear has just vanished completely out of no where. I feel inside very calm and at ease when I see these quick splashes of light that just seem to come randomly at times. Has anyone ever experienced any of these? Also I swear that when I lay down on my bed Iand turn the other way I hear these kind of little whimpers struggling to keep quiet like it's trying to be quiet but it can't and it's breathing heavy. Anyone have any idea? the factor is I feel so distant from the spirit world yet so close like im peaking at it through distorted goggles.