finished thankfully with dmt

looking for the next gnosis trigger and somebody suggested nde, but that's a bit stiff if you don't really need to die, and that turned my attention to panic attacks, where you only *think* that you're going to die

can a panic attack be emotionally triggered?

is it close enough to a nde to bring the gnosis of a nde?

we shall see if it can be done

using the emotional 'fear monster' again - letting the fear monster out of the cage like this is very cathartic actually, just getting it back in the cage is sometimes a bit difficult

we shall see what we shall see

if you have gone down this path before, please post your experiences, both good and bad