Hi everyone
I am new here, just want to say hello and I look forward to joining in discussions here.
I am very spiritual, I communicate with spirit on a regular basis.
I was wondering if someone of professional experience can answer a question for me.

When I was a girl of about 10 I had an experience something happened to me, I never at that time knew of Trance mediumship, Witchcraft, etc

I was going into trances regular spirit was communicating through me to other people.
Oneday I found myself with a spirit I believed at the time was a normal spirit, it had me draw a 6 pointed star on white paper, write letters in the pointers and had me light a white candle, I remember I was talking then I went dizzy passed out, when I came around I thought everything was alright then the unexpected happened.
I began to see on a regular basis all I can describe it as was a beast with horns to me looked like a devil.
It appeared in front of me, in my dreams every where.
I found out the house I was in was on some kind of buriel ground, monks once resided there in a abbey gardens etc, I also found out even though they practiced a catholic religion in the day some of them practiced the black arts under ground.
The history also speaks of a woman who was a witch shee could change into anything and I feel could she in spirit some how influenced me.

Does anyone understand why this happend to me and why and what this ritual thing was I was doing and why this beast appeared because for many years it was with me, and am I in some way safe or not?

Any one with any honest feed back or oppinion i,ll appreciate like I said i had no idea about spirit stuff when i was a kid yet it was like for some reason I knew of it like I did it in a past life.

Oh and that reminds me.
I remember a past life I had, can anyone explain this to.
I was in the times of merlin king arthur etc, in some castle, I remember I was normal happy friendly, I ended up in another part of a castle being punished for breaking a law these men was sat around a table had very long hair beards was long too. There was this crystal ball thing on a sick hung up on a wall and there was lightening in it. i was forced to touch this ball the minute I touched it I was possessed by many spirit my voice changed in many languages my body was hoisted in the air out of control. i was told by this law I will live many lives and I have to find the key to break the spell other wise I will end up like this through out my lives, I can't remember what i did wrong and how or what I have to do to break the spell yet it feels weird how my life now feels like in some kind of repeat mode yet in another time of life.

I do have premonitions that come true regular. I have phenomena happen around me alot.

just wanted opinions or maybe idea on how I can check things out.

thanks everyone

mysterious

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