So, I awoke the other morning and was not immediately fully physically aware. Like in meditation, my physical body meant very little. Less, even. I felt this powerful yet gentle urge to join what one may call the ether. My body was a body of vibration. Possibly energy, but if so, then a much more refined energy than I have ever produced. I was at peace. But I spent too long reflecting on it rather than just experiencing it, and I slowly came to.

The day after I went to have a cigarette right after I woke up, and I found myself drifting off to that same vibratory state the moment I stopped thinking. I have tried to reach this state through meditation, but have only failed. Maybe it's about relaxation versus concentration. I do tend to focus/think too much in my meditation sessions.

And, of course, I come to the ever respected occult community for their thoughts on the matter.