So I've been experimenting with this theory that popped up in my head. I know this might sounds very silly, especially coming from a newbie like me, but please bear with me a bit (IMG:style_emoticons/default/wink.gif).

We all know that Tarot is full of symbolism and interpreting it to some situation and position took a lot of creativity, right? So I've been wondering if I could use it in a ritual as a medium to deliver my will. For example, I used my interpretation of The Strength to help fixing my friend's relationship problem (giving him more patience, that is). I did charge my card through meditations and some sort of offer-to-deity kind of way.

So far, my friend's relationship haven't improved that good, but that might because I lost my deck. My now-ex-girlfriend took the card away from me for she said that it "consumes me slowly".

So what you guys think about my experiment? Should I continue doing this? If so, should I try to re-possess my card or should I make another one? Any advice or maybe a reference reading? Old Theory I might miss?

Any help is greatly welcomed (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif).