Right... I've been told that I have a dark ancestor about me who seems intent on dragging me down. Had a reading done the other day and while I'd normally shrug off such things its actually unsettled me as the I Ching readings I've been doing about it have been coming up and saying pretty much the same thing, intent on Exhaustion and Darkening of the light, the Mountain kua also crops up denoting standstill and perhaps in this case stagnancy... all in all its got me peeved as someone told me before the reading that they got a bit of a bad vibe from me... this of course is far and apart from the fact that I can sit quite well in meditation and do other magics to aid in the furthering of my spirituality, at times people are attracted to me other times they think I'm evil it seems .lol. The priest who did the reading dosen't know that I'm into magick and would likely take it to heart in a different way perhaps... am now back to being, 'the wanderer' feeling to go into self imposed exile from a group of people who were close to looking like friends. Kinda sucks.
Generally looking for info on what can be done about it, short of doing the supreme banishing ritual 1000x over or something .lol.
Any advice?
Peace .M.
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