I dont know if this is the right part of the forums..but. Hey, im Ben, from forked river, new jersey. Since the beginning of my life, really, ive never found a religion that satifies me. I need proof..i dont have any faith =D. Im still young(14), but i need something to beleive in, something i dont have to lie to myself to beleve. Is there anything in magick that can be beleived by a unbeleiving sob like me? I have many hobbys, which i almost consider a religion...but, i hope you guys know what i mean/need. Gah, im so bad at writing.