Im not sure if anyone has noticed my absence in the past 3-4 months but now im back. What happened was my mother read an instant message i had with an occultist friend and she found my papers on rituals ,spells, etc. I got in a lot of trouble (im only 14 years old) but im risking it all again to come back here and continue my occult studies, less vigourously. I would explain what happened in more detail but i doubt that anyone cares.
Possible additions to this post to come.
That is, if someone finds interest for it.