I decided to create a servitor to destroy my exboyfriends and my exbestfriends relationship. And NO I don't care what the Karma police say, I'm a Witch NOT Wiccan, and if you'd know th s#$t those two put me through, you'd get it. Sorry, angry rant.

On to my little lady, I created a Sigil for her and whatnot, created with the destructive mars attributes on a tuesday etc. I began to charge her sigil using meditation, I used a Theta-wave CD, thinking that would help me access an altared state quicker. I must have passed out or something, but I "came to" and I was flying around my room, hurling in circles around and around and around, and I look down and my roomate is sitting there, I asked him am I flying? He's like yup, here take my hand. I did and was able to get myself back on the couch. I sit down and I look at my left should and there is the outline of a Neon green "tinkerbell" just kinda bobbling there, she gets bigger and bigger and turns to look at me, I assumed it was Sochen Padmy, so again I told what her purpose was and told her to be on her way. I got a sense that she didn't really want to go, she wanted to hang with me for a bit. She's puttering as we speak, but what the hell? Did I screw up somewhere?