well well well...... things have taken a turn for the more interesting. when this happened, I KNEW I had to write this down! I'm still puzzled as to why, or if it was my girlfriends dream... but hey, you be the judge.


Thursday 18 January 2007 4.04am

Lets start by saying the before bedtime, I felt a lot of energy being kept in my left leg, from the knee down. I was still feeling *others* being close to me, so I asked "garduian angel, remove this energy from my left leg!". I felt the energy being drained, like it was puss.

Extreamely strange dream.... actually, I KNOW I drempt, but all I can remember is being in the old house at (removed), and hearing the lyrics to maralyn mansons song "Click your fingers, it is done, the moon has now exclipsed the sun, the angel has spread its wings, the time has come for better things" (cryptorchid, Antichrist Superstar).

But its when I woke up I got the biggest fright! I think my vibrational frequency was quite low cause I was listening to CINDY'S dream!! It sounded like she was talking to me in her dream or just talking, but I thought shes never done this before! She was explaining something, in a rambling way... I *could* understand it when I heard it but forgot it since then and now, then something like "I'm not there;I'm not there;I'm not there;I'm not there;OUWAOUWAOUWAOUWAOUWAOUWAouwaouwaouwa....."then my internal vibration inside me increased, mainly from the left side of my mind... the noise of the air conditioner changed from some wishing kind of sound (or no sound, I cant remember hearing it before....) to solid constant! And then....I couldnt hear anything strange. I was back to normal. its taken 10 minutes to write this, and already I'm still getting chills about this. This is by far the First time I remember being able to HEAR cindy's dreams, or hear her talk either IN my dreams, or out of it. I still have 2 hours, lets see what I can make of them!

4:30am: Nope, no chance now! This has got me very spooked! stay up and fight I say! I still feel energy surging inside me. I think someones just realised i wasnt ready to hear what I did..... But I'm glad I did. Its only just cemented things in my mind, such as what I'm capable of doing in the future.

5:30am: Went to bed anyway, light sleep and light dreams. nothing to pin down. oh well, I'm going ot be tired for work :S