Hello, everybody!
It's been a long time since my last post here, but several times I asked for help from you, guys, and things went very well, so I decided I ask for help, again. (IMG:
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Basically, I desperately need to share a series of events that occurred in my life and my parents' life for 3 months now. Maybe releasing my thoughts will bring a relief and the energies will finally set in the right places.
This is the story: in December, my parents got a very nice and also very useful car, in leasing, and we were all very glad. Well, I was initially against this aquisition, because I don't believe in expensive, material objects that steal one's freedom, but I liked the car and I was glad that my parents liked it.
In January my father got a little bit sick, something with his liver, his heart, his lungs...well, he was in very bad shape. In the same month, some mean colleagues at his work made some groundless complaints about him and my father was in danger to lose his job (he is a policeman, if that matters).
In February, my mother suffered a retinal hemorrhage, and she still cannot see clearly with her left eye.
This month, my father had kind of a pre-infarct, or just a very bad attack.
Yesterday, he hit himself with the car door in the nose, (IMG:
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Today, some nice guy stoled the cassete deck from the same car...
And tomorrow my father has to defend himself in some kind of a lawsuit with that mischievous colleague from work.
Well, I thought this is just a series of unfortunate events. Then I thought it may be a curse ( I have a relligiously disturbed grandmother who tries to do some spells, (IMG:
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Then I read Sad Soul' s problem about being cursed and the answers he received. Thinking we are cursed, my family and I are basically cursing ourselves. Ok, let's say I can put an end to this way of thinking, but my mother is really scared, actually, and I am terrified when I see my father who always was kind of a "tough guy" really messed up, sick and scared , too. How can I make them think positive? My mother keeps saying that it's like we are cursed and she thinks my grandmother did something (although, I believe if she did something was purely by mistake, because she is not very sane, or capable to think properly). I am afraid to try something "magickally" because I am not experienced practically, I know only theoretically what I should do. I don't want to mess things up more than they already are.
It is pretty hard to make my parents stop from complaining, or being depressed, ( me being sort of protected from what is happening, I don't know why).
What do you think about this? I mean, should I intervene, should I just tell my parents that everything is going to be fine, should I check my parents astrological current background, should I call an orthodox priest (my mother is an orthodox christian and a cleansing performed by a priest will help her), should I try to find what is the cause -if there is a cause - for all these ( I don't know how to do that, I tried the Tarot and I got nothing clear)...Should I try to create a shield for my family, should I create a shield for our car, because everything seemed to have started when we bought it... (IMG:
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