I have been reading this forum for several days and it is a wonderful resource for exploring the Necronomicon. My history with the book goes back a ways, I first read it when I was 16 and it was too much for me (lots of strange stuff happened), although it stayed on my mind.

Now, 22 years later, I have returned to the book and yes, I feel called. Two nights ago I did my first work with the spellbook. My initial goal is to familiarize myself with the 50 names, sort of a meet and greet approach. I meditated on the seal of Marduk, and the result was stunning. I immediately felt an energy that was unique, I have never felt such a powerful force so quickly. I spoke to him, he responded in a clear voice. Pretty cool stuff.


Last night I worked with Marukka, it took some time before I felt anything. The energy came on slowly and steadily, and I was drawn in to the point where I had to end the meditation because of physical exhaustion. My dreams last night were, hmm, enjoyable and educational, and at one point I woke up and could feel a very real, non threatening presence hovering above the bed. I guess I should be careful when asking for knowledge, because he poured so much into me I am in a bit of a daze today and in an insufferably good mood.

The power associated with this system stuns me. Thank you for having such a useful resource for it's exploration.