I've been in a funk for about 3 years, physically fine but emotionally drained. The physicians & physicals I've had say I'm "healthy" and I haven't been able to find a medical condition that correlated with my symptoms, a sort of heaviness around the ventral solar-plexus area. I went to someone who specialized in a healing-hands technique who found "something" in the area they were unfamiliar with. Nothing seemed to change after a few visits so I stopped going to her and went with another healer-type with the same results. I don't have extra $ to burn and haven't seen any other professionals. Overall the experience hasn't been bad, it started me looking at a more spiritual aspect of things and shown me that the world's not so cut and dry. I've even lost my affective-ego in the process, still, I'd like to move on to other things. Looking at articles on "astral parasites", "possession + entity fragments" and a few about the "Buddhist ego"; lead me to believe it's probably one of them, since they also cover spontaneous mental chatter, which I'd dismissed.
Any advice?
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"A great deal of intelligence can be invested in ignorance when the need for illusion is deep." - Saul Bellow
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