hy there,im new to forum,and i really like it (IMG:style_emoticons/default/wink.gif)
yesterday i practiced like 3hours TK and PK,made some psyballs,shields,tryed to make on OBE(didnt succed), i woke up at 5AM,i was feeling excelent,my first though was that im dead or i have made an OBE (IMG:style_emoticons/default/clap.gif)
my body was soo light,and very very VERY calm,i paniced when i saw me soo calm(but i coudnt break that state,so the panic didnt work (IMG:style_emoticons/default/ohmy.gif)),i didnt feel my heart beating,i was worried and i put my hand to heart,at first i didnt feel nothing,i was like WTF,i tryed to see if its an OBE,i got up,didnt saw my body on bead(it wasnt an OBE (IMG:style_emoticons/default/cry.gif) )at third try i could feel my heart,beating,but it was like 1 beat per second......
btw my kinetic power improve alot,i have just 1 week(or less) from when i starte those things and every time i move near an object i can make it to vibrate,i can see auras too,i can do all of those things from when i was small (auras seeing,to feel that i move something else,to feel it,if i see something i can tell imediately the surface of object,taste,smell)all of those things i could make from 4-5 maybe 6 years,but i ignored them,when i was little and i could saw auras,though my eyes are the problem,but now i know they arent.
so any one know why im soo calm ?? (even now im calm,but my heart beat more (IMG:style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif) )
before sleep i make meditation for 40-60min and after i woke up i make like 20-30min.
thank you