I am still fairly new to CM I started in May, my daily rituals consist of LBRP,BRH, MIDDLE PILLAR advanced, WLE, MERKABAH and a Tarot ritual. I have been doing all these with no special feelings until about 2 weeks ago I noticed that when I do the middle pillar I rock back and forth and move in a circular motion and it feels as if my body temp goes up a little and I feel pressure around me, then when I do the Merkabah ritual I stand upright but then I begin to arch my back its wierd but I can feel the energy around me. So since I do all my rituals at night I decided to video my rituals the other night using my nightvision mode on my camcorder. Once I was complete I decided to watch the video and I will say it amazed me , during the LBRP I noticed when I charged the pentagrams there was a slight disturbance on the video same with the BRH now when I did the middle pillar thats when I saw a aura around me just for about 1 second but it happened 5 times during that ritual. The reason I bring this up is I was about to give up about a month ago but something within me said stay with it (I can be a bit impatient at times ) but if I can feel that much energy around me after 3 months it must be an amazing feeling for those that have been studying for years .