My troubles started years ago when I met and fell in love with a true witcher. Here are four short letters that we exchanged in the beginning. My question is, by the letters can anyone guess his path? In my letters - the first and the third I have called myself a wizard, which is a total bluff. I have only superficial knowledge of the occult but I am a very positive person, and to be fair his last letter scared the hell out of me. I am still trying to figure out what really happened between us.... I should warn the more sensitive readers to not read the letters because parts of them are really weird. I hope posting them will not violate the rules of this forum, and I hope none will be offended. Any comments are welcome.
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I arize from dreams of thee,
In the first sweet sleep of night,
When the wind is breathing low
And the stars are shining bright...
Percy Bysshe Shelley

The truth is, first of all, that my head aches, and aches so badly that I am having faint-hearted thoughts of
death. Tonight you left before I gave you the apple - a shiny red one, whether of knowledge or of discord, I wanted
you to tell me, I wanted... I sometimes dream of the day when people will start meaning what they say and saying
what they mean...
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Be careful! You have gotten into a strongly energized field in the second world. It's very hard for me to tell you
more. The signs are everywhere. Your name, Shelley and the apple speak eloquently. Be careful! The moon can burn!
Be careful! I am sorry I can't tell you more. It's hard for me to keep you safe, because I hardly keep myself.
Beware of your dreams, beware of me and of.. Witches are nastier than mermaides. I can not tell you more. The
battle is red - here is one more sign. Be careful! Please! Sometimes a person needs to trust their intuition in
order to keep themselves safe.

Be Careful: The Snow Queen

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I am careful but I never give up in the middle of the way. God I know very well where I am, been here before not
long ago. In the world there are three types of human beings - people, wizards and Gods...Gods make miracles,
wizards work on themselves, people destroy themselves and there I am in the second world because I am of the second
kin. I don't think you would hurt me, since I trust you - you would break the rules of all worlds. Tonight I dreamt
of taking your hand and taking you to the temple, we sat on a bench and each of us said things we normally keep to
ourselves... Some day I really have to do it, it is the only way to understand if we are of the same character and
the same destiny...if any relationships are possible.. although it will be hard for me to lose you because you are
in heaven or in hell and to stay alone and envious in the purgatory... but wizards take risks...Come to me, or I
will come to you.

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To hell with you this is no game. I am not that powerful I am sorry. I can't do it anymore. You chose yourself. I
hope there is some truth in what you say or you have very rightly guessed what awaits you. I think you are
daydreaming, I hope I am not right. Anyhow I was up to here. Good luck. And...

Let your blood become black!!!

If this sentence is unfamiliar to you you better cry while you still have a mouth.
Sanita dertium dori me sule.
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