Alright, lets get down to it. I seem to have a problem, no matter how I try all of my servitors that I personally create, try to kill me. Usually within a few minutes to an hour of their creation. They either attempt to attack me or hurt me in some manner, I find it quite unsettling. Both because I am a powerful magickian and because I can take the greatest care in creating them, with the intention of them being my guardian/companion/etc.

I originally started with creating automoton like servitors as guards against spirits or unwanted intruders in my room. Soon however, almost at the moment of programming and release, they would turn on me with whatever weapons I gave them and attempt to attack me.

My current record of time between creation and one turning on me was roughly three hours. I took great care creating this one making sure that it would have its own personality, thoughts, and rules in its operation. I made it to be a noble spirit/creation that would do my bidding, and yet it turned on me although in this case it caused a minor toothache before I destroyed it.

I made another one today as well, it took nearly thirty minutes for me to begin to sense malicious intent it was brewing towards me. Currently it is sitting in its housing doing nothing, I have stripped it of all its programming, power, personality, intellect, and free will. Mostly just leaving it a blank slate. I intend to reprogram it and have it simply told to appear in my dream tonight, after which it will return to its housing. I am starting to think this may be a reaction to outside influences, someone in my area (most likely my house) holding deep seated hatred of me, this is all the more disturbing since the only ones in the area at all the times I attempt to create a servitor are my parents. Perhaps it is that I give them humanoid appearances, and have a deep brewing hatred of humanity as a whole that causes this, ohwell.

I suppose I will just end this before it grows any longer, I hope one of you can help me with this problem, dont get me wrong, they make great spiritual soldiers and revenants as long as I maintain willful control and keep the commands simple, but ... the uses for soldiers and revenants are.. limited, especially since I got out of the spiritual warfare game a while ago.