Need A Little Insight To Hate. Options

First off im not sure were this would go in the forums if here at all. But i would like to ask i can sort of read energys (auras) of people and i have a green aura which is usally indicated as healing. What does this matter you ask well my personality is i wont fight i never become angry with anyone i do get angry but never with someone. But whenever someone hints at fighting i start to shake like a leaf on a tree. I cant even watch tv that has violence in it. I try to always maintain a loving vibration but that is hard in this world consumed in hate. So why is it that violence is so nerve racking to me? I was just wondering if anyone could help me with this is this a good thing or bad?

Thanks for any responses in advance...

sounds good to me - i don't like fisticuffs either and i just don't watch tv period anymore as it is now mostly subliminal mind-control designed to fill you with fear so you will be more easily governed and manipulated into buying the advertisers products - physical violence is stupid, but how do you feel about doing something like hurting someone magically? - for me that isn't the same thing at all as i am far more powerful magically, and even spiritually, than physically - would king arthur's merlin duke it out with a bully or just cast a spell to render the bully harmless for a while? - would merlin tell the bully he was working spells against him or work silently?

advanced info: the ego is a survival mechanism that is present in these bodies we inhabit - jesus said to crucify the ego to attain eternal life, nitsche describes it as the will to power, and the media uses it to manipulate the gullible - buy the right gadgets and be impressive, drive the fastest car and be superior - beat up a skinny kid or a foreign country and walk with a swagger in your step - the ego is everything to most people, mainly because it is reinforced by the media and school and peer pressure - to realize the flimsiness of one's ego is to cause the body to shake and shiver - to recognise the ego (and how it is manipulated) is the first step - some paths work with the ego and some crucify it - the way you handle the shivers and shakes of the realized flimsiness of the ego really depends on your path and how you want to handle it


note: i'm doing new years eve at the double-black-diamond ski lodge - talk to you in 2010 if i survive

This post has been edited by esoterica: Dec 30 2009, 12:39 PM

First off im not sure were this would go in the forums if here at all. But i would like to ask i can sort of read energys (auras) of people and i have a green aura which is usally indicated as healing. What does this matter you ask well my personality is i wont fight i never become angry with anyone i do get angry but never with someone. But whenever someone hints at fighting i start to shake like a leaf on a tree. I cant even watch tv that has violence in it. I try to always maintain a loving vibration but that is hard in this world consumed in hate. So why is it that violence is so nerve racking to me? I was just wondering if anyone could help me with this is this a good thing or bad?

Thanks for any responses in advance...

I was very much the same way at your age.
Remember: Laughter is a magicians best friend.
Life is poetry, everything else is illusion.
I feel like I'm writing like esoterica.

fortune favors fools
~Coyote

Thank you all for the post Specially esoterica.This was very insightful. And to anwser your question i have never hurt anyone with magick i am not developed enough in my abilities yet but i am learning more everyday. I have tried to step back out of this materialization world and into the higher realms (5th dimension). So far no luck but im in no rush. But i understand to ascend into those realms one must maintain a loving vibration. But again this is hard due to the media for one and me i am only 16 so i have to deal with the ignorance and childish acts of teens today well most of them there are those few who act like there civilized but not easily found (IMG:style_emoticons/default/06.gif) . But agin thanks for post and to any future post that may be put here are appreciated.

O and good luck with ski trip. (IMG:style_emoticons/default/insane.gif)

This post has been edited by grim789: Dec 31 2009, 05:20 AM

There are different forms of courage. Physical courage in the face of violence is only one kind. The courage to stand up for your beliefs, the courage to endure hardships, the courage to be honest with yourself as well as with others, are all equally important. None of us have all of the forms of courage.

There are different forms of courage. Physical courage in the face of violence is only one kind. The courage to stand up for your beliefs, the courage to endure hardships, the courage to be honest with yourself as well as with others, are all equally important. None of us have all of the forms of courage.

Guess mine is not courage to fight. But i am never scared to tell my beliefs and support them stand up for them but i do like to hear others views and beliefs.