QUOTE(mystick @ Dec 3 2007, 10:06 PM)
and would you mind talkin a bit about the experience itself that you had. what made it so intense.?
mystick
well it kinda took me out of this plane of exsistence (semi astral??) but was still very real. it was as reality but not this one i actually found out just a minute ago i have actual wounds from something that happened while tripping out. Which i find wierd but still intresting. Anyways i rather talk about the first experiment i did since it was not that personal.
I met the demons each in its turn as i had requested in my homemade conjuration. 2 was very lame and not very intrested in helping (but very intrested in conversing).
So as i got in more control of the situation more aware and awaited paimon. paimon stated after i "begged" (not very manly or wizard like i know) he will help me under certain conditions wich he will give me later but he seriuolsy scared the living hell out of me whit that voice quote: OK I WILL HELP YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (thuderstrike voice)
the very hard part of theese experiments was the not sleeping but being sleeping awake or how to explain it the nice place where i usually can desing my own dreams. well not theese times....... (IMG:
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p.s the problems occuring might have been the result of the sigils being thrown on the floor stepped on and spilled beer on. not a very nice thing to do whit papers containing their images by some artist and sigils and description.. ok i was pissed off/drunk but 3 days after i picked them up and started my second experiment which lead to this posting.i am going to do the same thing again anyways tonight.and skip the nec seals. (maybe i got enough kicking around last night..) whit reduced sigils and do as the first time whit knowing what i want and who i want. p.s #2 this cant be good for my sanity can it well who cares better go insane while learning something new then just slowly decompose
offtopic question but related what the ******** can a sort of lizard looking being be after theese happenings on the second experiment.
i sunk into somesort of unhealthy place and had some lizard beings talking to me i didnt like them then and i still dont like them.... but they sure knew alot about what i desire
This post has been edited by jlx: Dec 3 2007, 04:58 PM