Double Appearance... Any Suggestions? Options

Astral appearances, Ive asked a few people what these particular ones are, but when i started all this stuff about a year ago, i saw ALLU (necronomicon demon) and people said they didn't know what I was describing and i had to go and work it out for myself. When i confronted them saying they knew all the time, it turns out they did. They were just letting me work it out for myself, but i don't know if they are being serious or having me on and im struggling to find anything books and net, so i'll take any suggestions.

I was trying to astral the other night and two demons (?) appeared to me, one on the left other on the right. The one on my right side was short and dressed all in black robes with bright orange lining, he was bald, but his black skin looked like mud when it has dried out quickly (huge cracks in it, is what im getting at)and really pale blue eyes that were heavily lidded. The one on my left was a blinding bright mix of light blue and mauve robes swishing around him, i couldnt see his face because of the white light emitting from it, but did notice he had a white beard, about collar bone length. Both of them were just standing on either side of me until i came to. O I forgot this part but as i was just relaxing i could feel them touching me, my hair would move, a breeze on my arm that sort of stuff.
PS. the closest match i can think of off the top of my head for the black demon is one mentioned in kingdoms of flame, cant remember the name, but the short round one with light blue eyes, but his white (?) paraphrasing here but you cant stare into his eyes to long or he can take over the evocation. But I wasn't doing any pathworking or shit like that. Im at work so can't really reference it.

This post has been edited by cynndelw: Sep 10 2008, 06:44 PM

Well I could throw a bunch of suggestions at you. Its not easy pin pointing the names or even types of entities you've mentioned based on a one time experience. First thing I would do if were you is start writing things down when you are done with your astral projection routine. From my own experience I think the most common reason people see entities like these is that they represent thought forms that have been subconsciously generated. These thought forms were made by your own mind, you just were never aware of it. They may be grotestque and ugly appearing because they represent negativity you projected out in the real world. You saw them when you astral projected because your mind was in a phase that allowed you to perceive them. They are not necessarily things that will harm you but they may represent more internal things (perhaps you are not aware of) that might be harmful. Perhaps energy blocks, feeling unable to let go of something or some unresolved event in your life. By standing around you they were basically asking you what you wanted them to do. Which is hard to tell them if you do not know what they even can do.

Another possibility is that they may have been manifestations of entities that are guides to you. These guides would then represent beings who are positive to you and that would be able to help you to develope your astral senses and abilities.

They also *could* be demons. I assume you at least know about simon's necronomicon. It sounds like you may have read it. In my opinion the book can act like a becon to otherworldly entities. Some of them harmless and just curious, others more malicious. Because when ever anyone works with magick they are sending smoke signals to other entities it is important that you learn how to thoroughly guard yourself and do regular grounding and purification exercises. You do not what one of these entities becoming attached to you. Sometimes even harmless entities can become more unpleasant if they become attached to a human. In essence the astral world is place where parasites and predators can prey on the unweiry.

thanks for the suggestions, i thought i was never going to get a reply hahaha

Well I try to respond to people as soon as I can but sometimes because I'm often busy doing other things I just go to the recent topics section and only answer to those. So if you post something and want to make sure you get a reply, just put date it with additional information, new thoughts and so forth. That'll make sure your topic is at the top of the list. Just make sure you don't just add any one liners. At least make an effort to add more details.