Im Danish but my bloodline is mostly german and some swedish.
They say the younger you are the closer connected to your past lives you are' ,, im not really sure if thats true, but i remember when i was a kid i kept drawing pyramids i was around 5 when i began to draw them and i made small workers,slaves who was walking to and from the pyramides' when i was drawing them i was kind of not here you may call it day dreaming, i believe i have had a past life being an architekt in Egypt, for many years i kept drawing these pyramides with workers/slaves, then in my teens i suddenly had this Strong love for germany and i still remember this day today that i had a dream so real that it was scary well i have had alot of them even today, however this was where i was a Gestapo i was viewing myself walking from house to house capturing people dragging them out, i remember i had this good feeling of justice', eventhough i know what i did was very wrong and bad, a part of me still have a strong connection to gestapo.
however eventhough we have many lifes i dont believe they effect us strongly unless we let them, they are guidelines from the past and i believe that when we recall them its because we are ment to remember things, like i remember slavery from egypt' putting them to work not respecting them as people they was just tools to be used, and looking at me today if i put someone to work i respect them. and from my gestapo time i remember the untimate power and fear i caused, however i wasent using this for good, i only used this power for domination, and today if i have power i dont abuse it.
and several of my other past lifes has been at the sea being a sailor or a captain' and i still feel home on the sea, im not a sailor in this life but God i love the Ocean', however i fear it too i have a blockade within me i cant swim i believe i have drowned many times.
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