The Nightmare Of 2010, Let's All Pray To End This. Options

I have purchased various spells because i need all the help i can get, and i'm kinda curious if these spells really work.

I have bought the following spells and readings:

* I have bought a reading on 12 dec 2010 named "PREDICTION, GUIDANCE, ADVICE FOR 2011 & BEYOND! PROVEN!"
and the sellers id is "bmf2006daf" from a person named David Fletcher and the link to the ebay shop ishttp://myworld.ebay.com.au/bmf2006daf/

* I have bought a reading on 16 dec 2010 named "YOUR FUTURE REVEALED!! Full Psychic Reading + Questions"
and the sellers id is "destinydreamsorg" from a person named Jane Bassett and the link to the ebay shop ishttp://myworld.ebay.co.uk/destinydreamsorg/

* I have bought a spell on 16 dec 2010 named "UNIVERSAL POWER SPELL TO ATTRACT LUCK LOVE HAPPINESS!"
and the sellers id is "bmf2006daf" from a person named David Fletcher and the link to the ebay shop ishttp://myworld.ebay.com.au/bmf2006daf/

* I have bought a binding spell on 18 dec 2010 named "DIRECT SPIRIT BINDING"
and the sellers id is "real_magick" from a person named Lisa Hankins and the link to the ebay shop ishttp://myworld.ebay.com/real_magick/

* I have bought a healing session on 18 dec 2010 named "Intensive Remote/Distant Healing Reiki Bespoke Session" and the sellers id is "quantumkatie" from a person named Kate Spencer and the link to the ebay shop ishttp://myworld.ebay.co.uk/quantumkatie/

* I have bought a spell on 21 dec 2010 named "Jinn Djinn Genie Wish Grant Spell - 108 Hours"
and the sellers id is "wendy_the_white" from a person named Wendy Warren and the link to the ebay shop ishttp://myworld.ebay.com/wendy_the_white/

* I have bought 2 different spells on 21 dec 2010, the two spells i bought are named "January 1 New Year blessings" and "Good Vibrations Spell ~ Makes everything work out for you" and i got a free "Money Drawing Fortune Dragon Charm" with my purchase. I bought these spells from a nice lady named Holly Hundley and her website is http://www.enchantedmagnolia.com

* I have bought a item on 23 dec 2010 and the item is called a "LUCID DREAMS SACHET"
and the sellers id is "real_magick" from a person named Lisa Hankins and the link to the ebay shop ishttp://myworld.ebay.com/real_magick/

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I want to explain a little bit about why i need help from other people who are now casting spells and doing readings for me.

This year was hell for me, i experienced things no one should ever have to experience.
From 30 December 2009 till 4 Februari 2010 i have been in prison because of false accusations.
I wont go into much detail but there is a woman who hates me for reasons i dont understand and did indeed accused me for things i would never do.
In the Netherlands it is very easy to become arrested and be in prison because of some serious accusations that doesnt even need to be true.
It was an upside down world for me this year here in the netherlands.
Investigations about my case were being done while i was in prison, and in the outcome of the investigations was proven that i am innocent of the accusations that was thrown at me by that woman, these were serious accusation that i was being accused of by that woman, i still dont understand how she could have made these accusations up, my family and i already knew that the woman hated me for reasons i dont understand, the woman just wanted me out the neighbourhood because i lived in the same street as she does, my family and i never payed attention to that woman because she didnt like me for reasons i dont understand.

The most terrible day for me was when i was thrown naked in the isolation cell on December 31th 2009, i cried the whole night while everybody else was celebrating new year.
When i was released from prison in februari and when i came home to my mom, everybody in my neighbourhood welcomed me home with open arms because they all know and believed in my innocence, we recieved flowers and many gifts from people who we didnt even know, this year was filled with very strong emotional moments, heavy emotions that no one should ever have to experience.
I still live with some fears and traumatic experiences i have had this year.
This woman who hates me also spread many lies and she was gossiping about me all over town to a lot of people, many people now think that i am a bad person who cannot be trusted because of the lies she told everybody, really everybody.
This year i have been in hell, i experienced hell, simply because someone really hates me a lot.
I hope karma does exist, and if it does, i really deserve a very good year next year.
My wish for next year is that i will gain many good friendships and may everybody forget the bad things and lies that the "evil" woman has been telling about me to everybody, i call her evil because she had no reason whatsoever to do the things she did to me this year.
And may everybody start thinking good thoughts about me and trust me, for i am truly trustworthy.
I wish everybody will think of me as a good guy simply trustworthy instead of the bad lies many people now think about me.
I say again.. If karma exist, then i deserve a very good year next year filled with lots of new good friends and happy thoughts and many strong positive emotional moments.
I hope you to believe i deserve to have the best year of my life next year.


In 2009 and before, i was a happy person very friendly and i wanted to be friends with everybody but i never watched out for people with bad intentions, like the woman who did all this to me in 2010.
Before 2009 i was reading many magickal books like "David St. Clair's Lessons in Instant ESP", but with all the spells and magickal ideas i know, i still prefer for other spellcasters to help me, because i am still feeling weak.
Now i feel very sad and are really depressed because of everything that had happened to me this year, will next year be different for me, if so.. in what ways will next year be different for me?
This year was "hell" for me because of everything that had happened to me in 2010, will next year be the other way around, will next year be the best year of my life?
Will i make a lot of new friends next year, will i find some real friends next year?
Maybe i will find some true love?

I asked for the people who do my readings for me, What do you see happening for me in 2011?
And i asked, What is your predictions, guidance, advice for 2011 for me, please tell me everything.




On the left of the photo you see me as happy as ever, this picture was taken before 2009, and before the nightmare happened to me.

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I have experienced many negative happenings in the months of 2010, and i still have traumatic experiences and i still have fears because of all that happened to me this year, i hope from the deepest of my heart that i will experience the best positive year of my life next year, what do you think?



My only wish for 2011 is: I want to Laugh, Dance, Smile, Love, and Sparkle again in 2011.
Help me, pray for me.


Can you please send positive energy to me?

Thanks and bless you ALL

Welcome to the forums Marcel. That is certainly a hard year, I do sincerely hope that 2011 is a great improvement and sees these mishaps washed down the river and forgotten.

I would offer three pieces of advice.

The first is that, as hard as it is, if you are able to make peace with yourself about the past year's events, you are less likely to drag them around with you next year. Don't allow these past experiences to taint your future experiences by giving them power over your actions. Don't let them make you afraid to trust, love, and let go that which does no true and lasting harm. Forgiveness is for those that desire it, in my opinion, I do not suggest that you seek this woman out and forgive her, but I do suggest that you forgive in your heart so that no vengeance or hatred festers within. Hate is much like a disease, it will spread from person to person; do not be diseased by her hate.

The second is that you be careful of paying for readings, spells, etc., from people you don't know personally and who have not proven to you that they are accurate and/or effective. There are plenty of people out there selling spells, and then sitting back on their cash while assuring you they have done powerful work that will affect your life soon (as long as you pay attention, or maybe it's very subtle and you won't notice, etc.) That is a quick way to waste a lot of money on nothing, lining the pockets of charlatans and con men. Just be careful, and if you must, try to track down someone you can meet in person.

The last, is that if you want magic to work for your benefit, the best solution is to do it yourself. You don't have to be a well studied and experienced magus to perform magic. There is a wealth of folk magic and tradition in your own country, and there is power in place and culture. Find spells online, or in books, or study the theory and craft your own. Consecrate a talisman of Venus for improved relationships, Jupiter for luck (of a sort), or saturn to end the cycle you feel you have been in - or to limit this woman's influence on your life. They are made in copper, tin, and lead respectively which are inexpensive and easily acquired in most parts of the industrialized world. You need nothing more than the metal, a nail, a candle, some appropriate incense, and a conjuration written and memorized, and then a quiet moment to yourself.

There are a wealth of methods around herb and stone lore, amulets and talismans, some as simple as a satchet with some herbs and stones with a little spell said over them. I would suggest staying away from something purely relying on positive thinking, although positive thinking is certainly good for your psyche. Find your spirit, find a God or a creative principle to strengthen your heart, and do the work on your own. It will be more rewarding, you can be certain that you are doing something, and you will grow and learn as a person as well. Over all, relying on your own actions is far more rational and useful, even in magic, than relying on those of another.

I do wish you the best for the following year and all the years afterwards, you have, for what it is worth, at least my good intentions for you.

peace

After reading your post it made me realize something that I think you should take into account, this is something I also needed to be aware of and your post has prompted the thought which I thank you for.
Basically you say 2010 has not been a good year and that you hope for 2011 to be better. Well from what you have posted it started late 2009 and you were released from prison early 2010, at which time you came to find people who you never knew sympathized with you and on the other side of the coin others thought of you as untrustworthy and a bad person because this woman was spreading rumors about you. With all that you've been carrying around the pain of being thrown in prison all the while being innocent and now from the traumatic experience you have grown depressed.
Here's where my thought takes flight... The incident has happened, it happened in the early period of 2010 and you have carried it through the months and now coming up to the start of a new year you want it all to go away so 2011 can be good. Why do we do it!
You could have put it all behind you and got on with your life, especially if you know you're innocent, months ago.
Like you I have hopes for an improvement for 2011 and have actually held off making improvements in the last couple of weeks with the intention of starting in the new year.
Its all down to you! you have to allow yourself to have the emotional stability and no change in year will make the difference, only the will to act. Your 2010 "nightmare" could have been a difficult two months but you carried it with you into the following day, the following month and if you don't wake up you will take it into the following year!
Right now, clap your hands loud and smile because you are not in prison anymore, physically, mentally and emotionally, and its still 2010 (IMG:style_emoticons/default/clapping.gif)

This post has been edited by al_zaine: Dec 28 2010, 12:18 PM