Hi everyone
I am new here, just want to say hello and I look forward to joining in discussions here.
I am very spiritual, I communicate with spirit on a regular basis.
I was wondering if someone of professional experience can answer a question for me.

When I was a girl of about 10 I had an experience something happened to me, I never at that time knew of Trance mediumship, Witchcraft, etc

I was going into trances regular spirit was communicating through me to other people.
Oneday I found myself with a spirit I believed at the time was a normal spirit, it had me draw a 5 or 6 pointed star on white paper, write letters in the pointers and had me light a white candle, I remember I was talking then I went dizzy passed out, when I came around I thought everything was alright then the unexpected happened.
I began to see on a regular basis all I can describe it as was a beast with horns to me looked like a devil.
It appeared in front of me, in my dreams every where.
I found out the house I was in was on some kind of buriel ground, monks once resided there in a abbey gardens etc, I also found out even though they practiced a catholic religion in the day some of them practiced the black arts under ground.
The history also speaks of a woman who was a witch she could change into anything and I feel could she in spirit some how influenced me.She appeared in the times of robinhood as a wolf was banished in the woods, she could not change back to herself and was hunted down and killed by huntsman.

Does anyone understand why this happend to me and why and what this ritual thing was I was doing and why this beast appeared because for many years it was with me, and am I in some way safe or not?

Any one with any honest feed back or oppinion i,ll appreciate like I said i had no idea about spirit stuff when i was a kid yet it was like for some reason I knew of it like I did it in a past life.
I feel I know the answers now to why it happened yet I want to see what other peoples oppinions are and see if it is simular to what I think.
I do know alot now about phenomena etc yet i feel I want an answer to this question so bad.

Also read this below could this have something to do with it.

I remember a past life I had, can anyone explain this to.
I was in the times of merlin king arthur etc, in some castle, I remember I was normal happy friendly, I ended up in another part of a castle being punished for breaking a law these men was sat around a table the men was not nights they were like some kind of wizards they had very long hair and there beards and moustaches was long too. There was this crystal ball thing on a sick hung up on a wall and there was lightening in it. i was forced to touch this ball the minute I touched it I was possessed by many spirit my voice changed in many languages my body was hoisted in the air out of control. i was told by this law I will live many lives and I have to find the key to break the spell other wise I will end up like this through out my lives, I can't remember what i did wrong and how or what I have to do to break the spell yet it feels weird how my life now feels like in some kind of repeat mode yet in another time of life.

I do have premonitions that come true regular. I have phenomena happen around me alot.I see spirit alot and communicate with them, I astral travel the list goes on, yet I feel like I have known of occult and phenomena things all my life from childhood even though no one ever told me about it things just happen.
I remember if my anger got the better of me in the house the electrics would fuse, or objects would levitate and move.
I have not worked with the necronama spirits yet but will.
Sometimes I feel scared of my abilities that are unknown to me because I don't know what the out come will be.



just wanted opinions or maybe idea on how I can check things out.

thanks everyone

mysterious


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mysterious
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