Greetings Azareth!
You haven't really made out what your problem is...?
With the idea of a servitor in mind, please remember that you are the creator,
the controller and the death of your servitor. (That sounds harsh but it isn't)
This creation of a functional thoughtform should not be treated as if you have
made a baby. Its life term is finite. You may recall it and absorb it back to its origin at any time.
It's when we create these things to become 'more' or to adopt human-like life characteristics that we find ourselves wrestling
with moralistic arguments about ending their existance.
If you can't remember your servitors lifespan then simply reabsorb it and start anew...you will have lost nothing. Remember, your servitor can not go beyond your own capabilities. If it has, then you have created life and not a servitor. Independent thought
exhibited in a servitor should give you pause for thought. I have a number of near sentient servitors that I'm very fond of...but I'd take them back when the time comes! (I get very emotional about these things which is NOT a good thing!) Remember from you it came and to you it will return. It is a facet of you! I don't know if this has helped you at all as I was never clear about your
problem. Undoubtedly, the members here will be of assistance. Kinjo has much experience with servitor workings...to name one. His posts about it can be found if you dig long enough! Which, btw, I encourage EVERYONE to do whilst perusing our site. There are tons of material stashed in places if you care to take the time to look!
Good Luck! If I can be of further assistance then please don't hesitate to ask!
Be Well! (IMG:
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