What Am I, How am I classified with what my capabilities are? Options

Chances are that no one remembers my first post here, so I'll reiterate real quick:

A long time ago when I was a child, I was approached by a gang who tried to mug me with a pocket knife, cornered by a fence. Next thing I knew, I was on the other side of the fence and the gang was just reacting.

Another time in my childhood, I was riding a bike down a sharp hill. I flew through the intersection and was about to get hit by a semi truck. Spontaneously, my bike dramatically speed up, just enough to narrowly miss it. Not smart, I know, but I was young.

Now for the main point:

Both instances involved mortal fear. I later in life found that I'm able to sense energies, but usually can't identify them, because they're so faint. Sometimes I've detected what I bleieve to be a ghost here and there, but they usually wouldn't stick around after I noticed them. I can't see them, just sense them. My theory on how to improve this ability is to be in a dark room with no light at all and practice manuevering around without bumping into things, by relying on the energy frequencies around me. I've tried this a little in the past and got to the point where I can sense objects, but can't judge distance or depth. Just partial direction.

For clarity purposes, I have given this the term "energy frequencies" because what I sense varies alot. I don't know if what I'm sensing is hidden entities or the actual world around me like the air, ground, buildings, living things grass and trees. I can't determine what is what unless I single out an individial "pattern" (recurring segment of the frequency)

It is my theory that once I recognize a pattern, learn to understand it, and get a grasp on it by successfully memorizing the pattern, I can control it. This theory is born by those rare occurances mentioned above. See, when I felt that chaotic moment of mortal fear, I instictively froze up, which cleared my mind. The only thing I thought about in that second was what I felt. I didn't realize at the time that I had automatically analized the energy frequency within me, grasped it devoid of distractions with perfect disclipline and made strictly the right changes to end the danger.

Simply put, this is like hacking reality. And come to think of it, though I know nothing about computer hacking, this frequency seems alot like computer code, but of course of an entirely different format. I've been trying all my life to figure this out. But it might help if I know what category of paranormal this is. I think it might be similar to witchcraft, but definitely not the same thing because it's not about charms and incantations.

Whatever this is, it's pure, neutral and independant. Sound familiar to anyone?

This post has been edited by Barnard: Feb 24 2011, 02:13 PM

Vital Winds, maybe you do have the same ability, but perhaps it evolved to allow you to see what you might have originally just felt. It makes sense as if you feel something so clearly, you can visualize it and maybe then at that point, your eyes translate feeling into sight. Just a theory.

Waterfall, I think I might be more like Vital Winds because this ability also applies to emotions, and I have a very recent example to explain. Remember my mention of turning the robbers intimidation against him at the gas station I used to work at?

On the weekend, a woman asked me to go to the store to get cigarettes. She was paying, but I didn't want to go because it was 1:30 in the morning. Yea, we tend to stay up late. Niether of us have a street legal vehicle, so I didn't want to go. So she went to 2 of her family members and asked them to do the walk instead. At that point, I thought, "Are you freaking serious! Are you not thinking?"
I told them to forget it and I'd go. As I reached an intersection, a car drove by, turned around and nearly pulled up beside me. I could clearly sense a corrupt evil in that car, something like the intention of an act of gang initiation.

I was able to sense the presence of that emotion like how I can sense physical or spiritual entities. So I did the same thing I did with the robber - reflected the negative energy back at them. What happened next was beyond my expectations - Just before stopping, the car suddenly sped up, screeching its tires, and flew through a red light (didn't fly literally). My only backup plan if energy redirection didn't work was to physically defend myself and if that didn't work, attempt to harness the energy from the rising tension of an ambush for defensive magic, like what I did way back when the thugs had me cornered at the fence as a boy, which is extremely unlikely at this point in time.

I told them everything I just told you and they did not take me seriously. If it was them going, they could have been shot or stabbed.

EDIT: Also Is it common for people who have the gift to have an additional instinct that guides them to using it like how you use your limbs for the first time?
I know I asked that before but wasn't sure if anyone noticed that message.

EDIT AGAIN: One more thing I should add is that I recently moved into a new apartment and I've noticed a different energy signature, particularly behind the shower curtain and outside the backdoor. The shower curtain waved slowly, which could have been a draft. These were most evident when alone. I'm not saying I think the place is haunted. The reality could be far from it. Looking, I saw nothing. That's the tricky part of this ability. The reason the sensation was more clear without others nearby was that I wasn't sensing their energies too, which causes more confusion in sorting out what I'm sensing.

It could be nothing more then a draft that I was sensing. Or maybe the risidual energy of the previous occupants. I don't know anything about them, just that they left a lot of things behind. They could be alive and well, while still leaving behind a trail of their past. Maybe what I was sensing outside could have been the former presence of children playing outside or maybe even memories. If that's the case, judging the intensity of the sensation, it may be safe to say that they spent a great deal of time out there. Or maybe it was pets out there, which makes more sense if the outside occupancy was so frequent.

Does anyone know if its possible for a remnant or copy of peoples memories can linger in an area? If you believe in psychics, this theory makes sense.

This post has been edited by Barnard: Mar 4 2011, 12:42 AM