QUOTE(valkyrie @ Nov 19 2009, 04:14 AM)
what did the healers have to say about your 'thought form'? what school of spirituality did each belong to and how did they try to heal you?
Each of the healers asserted that they would be able to dissolve the thought form before they began to exert any effort. I'm unaware of what schools of spirituality the healers went to.
The first healer said that normal self-created thought forms would need to be transformed into positive ones. She then went and asked questions about the thought form and its intentions and then recomended a visualization which contained the thought form, a wheel of light, and the thought form itself inside the wheel.
The second healer merely asked some archangels and power animals to remove it, and the third healer seemed to attempt to remove the thought form with intentions and psychic energy.
QUOTE(valkyrie @ Nov 19 2009, 04:14 AM)
another thing im wondering is how long have you been involved in astral studies and are you an active student?
I'm wouldn't consider myself an active student, and most of my studies have consisted of rummaging the pages of books to find information that would lead to the removal of negative spirits. I've done that for about a year.
QUOTE(valkyrie @ Nov 19 2009, 04:14 AM)
one last question: why are you convinced that it started with your internal mental powers instantaneously birthing to this powerful entity with very little provocation (you said a passage in a book)without deliberation or particular intense and lengthy concentration?
I had originally assumed it was a negative spirit, but was told diffrently when I spoke to the first two healers. To add, there was an image in my mind that was engendered by the fear which came into existence. It was what I imagined a astral hitchhicker to look like, and in doing so, visualized a human shaped entitiy with its head over my right shoulder. As I write I can feal the head of the thought form resting. I know I haven't mistaken the head for the head of a real negative spirit because all the countermeasures i've used to remove negative spirits have been entirely uneffective, or have done very little to reduce its presence.
The thought form also responds to my beliefs. If, for example, it starts making it hard for me to breathe or urinate, to cause it to stop, I can hold in my mind a belief that contradicts the actions of the thought form. I have not been able to make it go away by using my beliefs.
This post has been edited by josh4377781: Nov 19 2009, 03:28 PM