Call It A Coming Out Options

I can't tell you i first started acknowledging the existence of something beyond the material realm. Since my birth I've felled a hunger for something else like knowing inside myself that this world was onely the shade of something greater. So I lived my life, experienced drugs but suffered too much pain for not searching for aswers cause the hunger became a fire burning inside of me.
So I started reading, books of Philip K Dick and Frank Herbert gave me an insight that there is another way of learning other than reading. Intuitionnal knowledge or connecting to the pool of experiences of yourself, youre ancestors, your tribe even to all mankind. I then understood that there was a web of our consciuosness that make a like between living beeings.
As you may have understood, my favourite field is more of theurgic work. Even if I'm not of any official religion. But now I've understood that to come forth it is necessary to be good in thaumaturgic work. So I've read a lot but still am a convinced monotheist. I even achieved the conversation with the holy guardian angel and assume the level of truth seeker. Many results occured about vibratory alchemy, ceremonials and chaos magick but honestly I'm not into wicca, goddess and this kind of stuff with all respect I stand to my belief to my own good.
So if there is someone who is open to discussions exchanges of spells, technics and theroies I'm open but please let's be a little more concrete about what whe say cause english isn't my moter thongue and because but over intellectualising and conceptualising our experiences whe lose the point of "do what you please"
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I've come from a similar background to you. I myself have thought that there is something bigger out there and am on a quest to find it.
Although I have accepted what I've read I can only say I believe when I try it out and get my own results.

I also find an interest in the history of magick in general. The belief systems of some of the ancient civilizations are fascinating.

Yeah there is something bigger but this not the point in practicing any kind of magick
Understanding concepts and higher truths are good but magick is to use unconventional means to achieve this
Now the question is how to acquire high levels in diffrent fields
I think that this is the challenge for a truth seeker cause to become awakened in one field doesn't mean that you've got all the knowledge you need and whatever results you achieve there is still always another challenge

...But to surpass that challenge you need to take with you what knowledge you have learnt in order to learn and overcome what awaits you. As we learn we arm ourselves for the obstacles ahead.

I really like your way of thinking (IMG:style_emoticons/default/laugh.gif)

[quote name='dgd' date='Nov 12 2007, 02:35 AM' post='34781']
...But to surpass that challenge you need to take with you what knowledge you have learnt in order to learn and overcome what awaits you. As we learn we arm ourselves for the obstacles ahead.

I totally agree with you. But there's the problem, in magick it's not about learning onely, because learning alone needs time, concentration and... food, you've got to feed the monkey you know so this is why I make my life easier using magick, with a little bit of organisation I've got time to practice, experience (cause this is a part that is allso very important to see if you're ideas and concepts are true) and to make a living without having to earn money by forune telling for teenager girls and to make them attractive to a guy. Same thing for theire mothers, I had to do such things and honestly it's much better to work in secrety...
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