Yes, kinda similar. Don't feel like a wuss though. I didn't even lift myself up out of bed. I just looked around freaking out. I was trying to go to sleep, and when I fell asleep it was like being sucked underneath water. I even had the sensation that made me think for a second I wouldn't be able to breathe. Then I could see my boyfriend laying next to me at a different angle than when I layed my head down. I reached out to wake him up and it did nothing. I felt awake. It was not lucid it was 100% aware and awake and freaked out. I tried to wake up and couldn't. I tried 3 times before I could calm myself and focus enough to wake up. I thought I wasn't going to be able to wake up also. But I got the sucking feeling agian and woke up with a start as if I had been drowning and couldn't breathe. That was before I began my studies. I have no idea how I brought that on, but I'll figure it out and not freak out next time
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The flowers are so pretty you almost overlook the heathen don't you? Sinner? -Otep
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