Thank you, everyone. (IMG:
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I'm sorry I'm late in replying. (IMG:
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QUOTE(eternal ginja @ Sep 17 2008, 09:47 PM)
or it could mean that as fate would have it he was your distraction from the real meat and bones of what the minister was saying. maybe you've been held in limbo over the thought of how you once were to how you are now i.e. occult vs. religion
maybe you are so held in limbo that "god" is telling you "BE ONE OR THE OTHER STOP FENCING IT"
even god hates "lukewarm" people. maybe it was a wake up call to either be for what you are now and don't look back or to revisit the church and reestablish your roots so as to "Not go TOO far from Christ".
I've given the matter a great deal of thought. It seems rather strange to me that a male (Judeo-Christian) God is "good" whilst The Goddess that
I worship is "evil" (What kind of loving mother would incite her children to evil? (IMG:
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I know of, at least.)
I've concluded that it was my own ego, my own fears, challenging me.
I don't see myself as being "evil" (I know now that magick itself is neutral; there are only good or evil intentions. (IMG:
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Everything is fine now. (IMG:
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This post has been edited by The Sorceress: Oct 8 2008, 03:39 AM