New To Forum And Need Your Help Options

I am new to the forum, and do not have a lot of experience in some of the areas discussed on this website. However, I have read a number of postings and replies and feel confident that there is an immense amount of knowledge, wisdom from some of the contributors on here.

Therefore, I am asking for help with an issue that has been with me now since the 26th November 1996.

Since 1996, I seem to have been stalked by an entity that obviously has a very personal issue with me. In fact over the last 15 years he has appeared in any way that he can manage to.

He has formed in mirrors and reflections and seems to need my attention or in order to progressively form or appear. I have learnt not to focus on him when i sense him around me ( if this makes sense )
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He manipulates electricity, has marked my physically and although I am a strong individual - the situation can bring me down.

In my journey to find help, I have been given different suggestions about what this could be:

• A spiritual emergency leading me to evaluate my life and behaviours.
• A lesson from God to remind me of my calling to the priesthood that I decided not to follow.
• A past life issue with this particular person – I was told that I was once part of a group that I broke away from in this or other life times.
• Random demonic attacks ( if they occur )

I am basically a pretty average guy – happy in my career and have been with the same company for 26 years.
I am in a stable loving relationship and have a strong commitment to supporting others and seeking a peaceful healing path in life in general.
I am usually the life and soul of a party, laugh a lot and enjoy good life in general.

My personal intuition leads me in a few directions of thought.

1. I feel that this could be a generational issue – my biological mother who is now deceased has appeared with this entity, and I have been told that he ‘ trapped ‘ her at her time of passing ( can this happen ).
2. I have approached the church for exorcism which they conducted twice but found nothing ‘within ‘me.
3. I have sought help from medical professionals who feel that in the light of the paranormal activity that I experience – I seem very balanced.
4. I hold down a good job , form relationships easily and have a lot of good friends – However this is not something that I feel I can discuss at dinner loll
5. It could be my deceased biological father with whom I had a bad relationship
6. I have no history of any mental health issue that could explain this situation


Last year, in August the Catholic Church performed the Holy right of exorcism upon me (twice).
One month after the exorcism, the priest who performed it was diagnosed with cancer of the liver, and my step mother had a stroke.
The entity appeared as he always does (whistling behind me to announce his arrival) and showed me that my mother would die.
Mum died at 0240 on the 6th June …..6th of the 6th at 0240

After reading this you may be thinking ‘who is this mad guy ‘, and if so I have no issue with that.
Believe me I too thought these things only happened in horror films.
Having time reading replies to posts on here, I feel that there may be some one who can assist me to identify who and why these ‘ attacks ‘ ( for a better word ) are occurring
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If this is an entity that my ego or spiritual self has manifested then I will be relieved, but if as I suspect this is an external attack that feed on my fear and insecurities then I would like to know how to deal with it and what he ( they ) want we me.

If you have the time or feel that you could help me, or lead me to a person or people that could assist – I would greatly appreciate it

Kind Regards
Adreamer

I hope this post isn't too late.
While the advice of the others is flawless as usual i feel like i need to say something.

You have sinned, an i'm betting that you can't justify your actions that night.
Your guilt is the open door to which this entity enters, you can't delude yourself into seeing it as anything else.
All sorts of horrible actions have worth in this world, but the baddest only have worth in how they teach you the errors of your ways.

Simply never doing it again is often not enough, take what you have learned and make it so that not only dose that lesson better your own life but that it betters the lives of others who might fail to see the wrongness before they do the same.
Got kid's? find some way to teach them the kind of respect that was your lacking.

To truly look back with no regrets you must take your greatest an most tragic mistakes and use their lessons to change the course of the lives of everyone around you for the absolute best.
Having sinned first hand you must not let such a powerful lesson teach only yourself, make it worth it by negating it's necessity to manifest in others.

Justify yourself and you shall have all the power in the world to ward off this evil.

Please forgive any assumptions i have made in this post and the best of luck to you with this quest.

This post has been edited by Draw: Nov 30 2011, 12:56 PM