I've been very active since february, doing part-time work putting leaflets through peoples doors to advertise a minicab station. people have no respect for me as I just put junk mail through their doors (IMG:
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In the last few months, instead of walking to work, I have taken up cycling again, another thing that most people don't respect(most people on the road that is).
I feel like I am between worlds and its a strange feeling and can be lonely sometimes. I have been doing the work for over 8 months now and have got into a routine and I believe something special is coming out of the routine or through it even. I feel like i'm able to read nature in a way. A way thats hard to explain but I guess is in line with intuition. For example 3 weeks ago I was making my way to work as always and I get to the hill just before my workplace which I have to walk up because my bike gears don't work properly and won't change (IMG:
style_emoticons/default/13.gif) As I'm making my way up the I had the sense that this day held something in store for me. It just felt like one of those days. As I walked up the hill everything seemed too calm. Maybe it was just in that moment of calm I came to sense something was ahead in this day that could change my routine. For the most part its not usually good so I tried to dismiss it and carried on up the hill to work. I got to work and got all the leaflets ready and then started to speak with one of the minicab drivers and the controller(the person who answers the phone and gives the jobs from the phone-ins to the drivers), at which point it was brought up that my boss in the previous week had sold the business to someone else. For a week I was in limbo not knowing what was happening. I even did two days unpaid work as there wasnt a boss essentially because the new one wasnt taking over till the following week and the previous one had washed his hands of the business and wanted no part of it. The sensing though is what is significant. I Iwant to tap into this more. I want to get intouch with this "inner knowing". It turns out that out of that week in limbo I have found myself better off... doing less work but being paid the same... for now anyway (IMG:
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Is it possible that intuition is your Guardian Angel, your Spiritual Guide or is it something more? why would a Spiritual Guide or your Guardian Angel tell you something was coming instead of just guarding/guiding you through it. Am I made aware so I can prepare myself. That seems like an act of kindness and would be fitting for a guide or angel.