i have weird ideas (like the gods being jinn-like), and i had a weird dream where ganesh attacked shiva (as in horus attacking osiris), which is just wrong, but the dream remains and it the symbology is beyond my analysis (any ideas?)

i use associations and ideas that are just wrong from any established magickal system point of view (but they seem to work ok)

i see and hear odd things, walk with the living and the dead, and converse with universe, the vulture, the coyote, the raven and the crow

sometimes i am so filled with magickal energy that i feel i'm about to eplode, and i think i have done some powerful rituals that span time and space

chaote comes to mind - but i'm more about determining the base ideas of magickal work than working by combining different systems

i try not to stomp on beliefs and systems (when at all possible), and speak only from my experiences, but i still feel i am dishonoring some (or some feel that i am dishonoring them or their gods, which is not at all what i mean to do)

am i wrong in treading the edge, and pushing that edge even further?

all comments will be appreciated and discussed openly, for we are one big magickal community, regardless of the system or style

e.

mayby i should have put this in fight club - if it needs to go there then mods move it please, thanks

This post has been edited by esoterica: Feb 16 2007, 01:54 PM