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Raaaaaaaaaaage, I'M STILL DOING IT WRONG!!

Xenomancer	Dec 5 2008, 04:57 PM Post #1
Rode off into the sunset... Posts: 362 Age: N/A Gender: Male From: AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON Reputation: 9 pts	I breathe. No effect. I concentrate. No effect. I meditate. No effect. I make reaffirmations in the mirror. No effect. I tried rubbing essential oils on me. No effect. Making tinctures? No effect. Spells? Nothing. Simple prayer: Nothing. Started Exercising: Nada Changed my diet: ZIP Quit smoking: NOTHING I swear I feel like this right now: (IMG:http://i127.photobucket.com/albums/p130/thexenomancer/RAAAAAAAAAGE50.jpg) I STILL CAN'T ASTRAL PROJECT AND I AM PISSED. I'm so disenchanted with my failed attempts that my basic system of belief in metaphysics is starting to dwindle. It's almost as if I have contracted a horrible curse that keeps me from practicing magic, receiving the benefits of magic, or bestowing blessings upon others. The same goes for psionics, divination, everything: It's all going down the shitter and making all my attempts feel like this: (IMG:http://i127.photobucket.com/albums/p130/thexenomancer/fail.jpg) I am just about on the precipice of my stress threshold with this, and I swear if I run into any more bullsht, I'll just pop one of these! (IMG:http://i127.photobucket.com/albums/p130/thexenomancer/fukitol.jpg) I'm about to pull the plug and give up on magic for good. I don't care anymore. Nothing works. And no one has been able to help worth crap. I think waiting about five years worth of metaphysical research is enough to start projecting. Hello!? Immortal beings out there?! I AM MORTAL AND MY TIME IS SHORT! WHERE'S MY BLESSING NOW!? I swear, if there are beings out there stressing patience, understanding, wisdom, etc... they are arrogant bastards that don't give two shts about humanity or the human mortal condition. They obviously don't know what it's like to be mortal, otherwise they would be bestowing blessings left and right, realizing that our immersion experiences are what count in human existence. Makes me wonder, if the universe is all-benevolent, and the actions of such beings are malevolent, could it be that they are non-existent at all? I'm starting to sound a lot like an atheist now. Man, I'm so pissed. Anyone else out there share my rage? Or have comments? I am very open to them right now, at least I feel more open to the comments of other humans than I do those arrogant pieces of sht gods that don't care worth crap of what I have to say, think, or do. At least I know that on the other end of the computer, there's a human criticizing me. At least that human is real. ...can you handle the rage? I am so glad that I posted this in fight club. -------------------- ¡HA HA! ¡ESTOY USANDO EL INTERNET!* -Never learn the Art of Sword before the Art of Dance. - Celtic Proverb -Even with spiritual power, an unchecked ego will only seek to deify itself. - Frank MacEowen -One cannot traverse waters without causing waves. - Xenomancer -I find it interesting that we as scholars of metaphysics have no problem discussing the intricacies of the threads of reality, but when it comes to the things that really matter, we forget them. - Xenomancer -This world is your home. We have a mix of everything here. If you want better, make better. There's no rule of going elsewhere for the tools. That's what magick is about. - Xenomancer

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davisxmonster	Aug 23 2009, 07:13 PM Post #2
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Xenomancer	Aug 24 2009, 08:13 AM Post #3
Rode off into the sunset... Posts: 362 Age: N/A Gender: Male From: AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON AKRON Reputation: 9 pts	QUOTE(davisxmonster @ Aug 23 2009, 09:13 PM) (IMG:http://knowyourmeme.com/i/1334/original/stand_up_eight.jpg) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/respect.gif) -------------------- ¡HA HA! ¡ESTOY USANDO EL INTERNET! -Never learn the Art of Sword before the Art of Dance. - Celtic Proverb -Even with spiritual power, an unchecked ego will only seek to deify itself. - Frank MacEowen -One cannot traverse waters without causing waves. - Xenomancer -I find it interesting that we as scholars of metaphysics have no problem discussing the intricacies of the threads of reality, but when it comes to the things that really matter, we forget them. - Xenomancer -This world is your home. We have a mix of everything here. If you want better, make better. There's no rule of going elsewhere for the tools. That's what magick is about. - Xenomancer

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Xenomancer Raaaaaaaaaaage Dec 5 2008, 04:57 PM

Praxis I suggest that you put aside attempting to astral ... Dec 5 2008, 06:20 PM

Xenomancer I suggest that you put aside attempting to astral... Dec 5 2008, 06:34 PM

bym LOL! You DO have a sense of humor! Never l... Dec 5 2008, 08:11 PM

Xenomancer LOL! You DO have a sense of humor! Never ... Dec 5 2008, 09:51 PM

Mchawi Know how you feel.... have been having trouble med... Dec 20 2008, 07:19 AM

Kupov Nobody can have any contact with the nonexistant a... Jan 19 2009, 12:36 PM

Lord_Vahn hey, its nice to know that we all encounter these ... Aug 4 2009, 11:00 AM

esoterica give yourself permission Aug 5 2009, 07:20 AM

valkyrie all i know is projecting is a lot like falling asl... Aug 13 2009, 11:28 PM

Xenomancer You know what there, you may be onto something. ... Aug 15 2009, 03:20 PM

valkyrie im not saying i am an expert, my no means lol. but... Aug 15 2009, 11:07 PM

Lucifer I don't think you failed. You got closer. You... Aug 20 2009, 01:31 AM

Xenomancer When I say "Astral Projection," I mean... Aug 20 2009, 07:09 PM

esoterica a friend and i were talking about his not being ab... Aug 21 2009, 10:16 AM

davisxmonster http://knowyourmeme.com/i/1334/original/stand_up_e... Aug 23 2009, 07:13 PM

Xenomancer http://knowyourmeme.com/i/1334/original/stand_up_... Aug 24 2009, 08:13 AM

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