Jakepii Introduction, Hi Guys! Options

I am a 36 years old magickian from Helsinki, Finland. I started my magickal career early in the nineties with Castanedian shamanism and kundalini yoga. Also at the time i was interested in buddhism. Later, maybe 92 in the picture came the Bock Family Saga and I learned how to program my brain with words and to construct words of power. I practiced these for many years but then came a break and I got into programming, cognitional sciences and musicology. Yoga and magick was left in the background. Then in 2003 i split with my girlfriend and started to look for something bigger in my life. I tried any and everything sexually and used a lot of drugs but in the end found nothing that would fill the gap I had in my soul. Then I met my teacher. He was a weather mage. He taught me how to do real magick. How to construct a temple with improvising on the stuff at hand. How to talk to entities and how to feel the ley lines and use them for magick. Also, what is the most important thing he taught me (although he did not want to), he taught me to do weather. That is what i've been doing (magickally) for the last 6 years and have been developing hugely. No longer am I afraid of the entities that are involved in the weathermaking game but as a warrior I manifest my will in weather. Also for the last 6 years I've been studying kabbala, western mysticism and thelema. Lately I have dived deep into the qliphotic side of the tree as my own dark side is very strong and I have to control it somehow. As daily practices I do Kundalini yoga, qigong and Tarot. The Thoth-deck is my favorite. I have done sexual magick and chemognosis to achieve higher states of conciousness but the core of my magick is the ley lines which i call Taivossuora. If someone would ask what kind of a magickian I am, I would answer 'Taivossuora'. The leys are the source of my power and my key to gnosis.

I wish you all well,

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Shek Shet (629)

Welcome :-) It seems with the absence of most of our admins the site is less welcoming than before. You sound like a very interesting person and a great addition to the community, and I would love to hear more about how you construct words of power, and how you utilize ley lines and your definition (since the definitions seem to change from each practitioner to the next).

Welcome Endless

Sounds like an interesting background and training. Hopefully you will join in discussions and add your opinion when it is relevant.

Brightest Blessings