Large Shadowy Insect Entity, What is it!? Options

Hi. first post. Hoping someone can help me Something odd happened last night. I started dosing off and was shortly awakened by pressure on my face. I opened my eyes and a shadowy THING lifted from my face and fluttered like a giant moth (the size of my fist or so) to the wall. Once on the wall it started crawling around like a giant spider or insect. Once on the wall it melted into it and dissapeared. I was thinking that maybe this was just a dream or something and I was just dreaming while awake. But i have a gut feeling its not. Plus i've experienced something similar to this in my house before. WHAT IS IT?!

I'm dying to find out what this is. I have a gut feeling that this isn't soem kidn of inbetween dream at all!

-Mat

I would say that the Rose Cross ritual is probably what has helped you most, lightning777. Simply because it's really effective for making you invisible, and frankly if I was a spirit wanting to make contact with a human (being dead, or just wanting to mess with one too), I would look for somebody like you. So by performing that ritual you basically make it so that they can't see you. Useful. I don't care much for the LBRP, or BRH, but the rose cross is very good.

I would say that the Rose Cross ritual is probably what has helped you most, lightning777. Simply because it's really effective for making you invisible, and frankly if I was a spirit wanting to make contact with a human (being dead, or just wanting to mess with one too), I would look for somebody like you. So by performing that ritual you basically make it so that they can't see you. Useful. I don't care much for the LBRP, or BRH, but the rose cross is very good.

As always altpath thanks for your insight. I will NEVER judge anyone elses spiritual path. I now know that there must be balance the dark is equally as necessary as the light for what one e be without the other. ANd people need another choice.

"yes there are two paths you can go by but in the long run, There's still time to change the road your on" -I'm a Zepfreak

I'm not a GD fanatic it's just the magickal path I was drawn too very young but didn't come into fruition untill the past 6yrs, and I've had grate success with it, albiet it's still in it's infancy.
Oh and about The Demons helping, they sure did help me back then.! I could will something like a massive coke orgy to happen and Viola! didn't even have to pay for it meself! .... well i sure did in the end though...I lost it all ha ha!
It was only after I "switched" my path when some of them became my mortal enemy.
As Bym was saying I think I have something they really wanted: My music. It's ironic how someone as skilled as myself always seemed to have the doors all close to me at the critical times after that. I did get on the Radio finally but that took 30yrs!.. When I swore allegiance to the service of the light, thats when my life really got turned upside down.
Ps I want to state this to any of you that may be put off by the phrase "christian" I want to say I am not like any "normal" christian you would ever meet. I don't follow a religion, just the actual teachings of the man(Yeshua) himself. I hate the term religion, and the way they(the church) stunt peoples true spiritual potential in the churches these days. Thats why I bailed..Ok sorry about the "disclaimer ha ha!
Ok I'm swerving way off topic and am about to hit the guard-rail.. I better turn in for the evening Thanks Altpath.
Believe me I get tempted hard to drink of the Goetia, but Yeshua has done way too much for me to go back to tha path again.
Thats one of the things about the right hand path...You can't use a lot of it for self gain(like winning the lotto) .
But I do get all I NEED and most of what I want thats good for me...I'm only now becomming successful with grey workings.
Ok this should've been a personal message to you. Blessings Be