How To Recreate A Servitor, my first one came back to me Options

Ok, so a long time ago in about April of 2009, I wondered if it was possible to create an entity. So I tried to create one with pure thought. I put into him, to love me, some sex desire stuff, protect me, and to be with me. This was my first entity creation attempt. It worked; but there was a big problem. After I created him, I fell asleep and came to me in a dream. He was in really bad pain, it was emotional suffering. He kept saying, "make it stop, please make it stop!" In that dream I could feel his pain, it was bad, it was like nothing I ever felt before in my life (and I've been through a lot). I couldn't stop crying that whole day. I did ask St. Michael to destroy him that same day, but he was gone for awhile and came back to me, it's been a long time that he has been around, and he still hasn't attacked me or anything mean like that. I think St.Michael didn't destroy him, because he knew I could use him later, but I'm just not sure how yet.

I am learning more about him. He was my first creation, when I created him I knew nothing about creating entities. After creating him, I looked it up online and then found information on the subject, but by then he was already created.

To try and stop his suffering, I tried a spell (similar to the one used to create my other entity, who I already posted about and still have a hard time finding, he does show up sometimes though), that didn't work, I tried healing him with my energy (kind of like reiki), that didn't work, I tried using thought, that didn't work either.

I think I'm supposed to take his energy apart and recreate him to get rid of the suffering, because it seems to be at the core of his being, not like a side part that I can just take away. Anyone know how to do that? I have no reason to destroy him because it's been this long and he hasn't attacked me even with the fact that I'm probably the reason he feels so bad, due to not knowing what I was doing at the time. So how can I take him apart and remake him, but have still be the same servitor?

Servitors have no will, and you wanted to give him will, and individuality. You showed him something he will never be able to attain. You showed him something beautiful, but it is in his nature to never to be able to truly experience it. He is suffering because of the fact you created him, and he is incapable of truly experiencing the wonderful things you showed him. Servitors are slaves with no mind, no true will, no true opinion, and they will never be truly sentient. They are nothing but an amalgamation of simple emotions.

You cannot possibly ever create a two dimensional entity and expect it to act three dimensionally. Be lucky it wasn't enraged and kill you.

You cannot possibly ever create a two dimensional entity and expect it to act three dimensionally. Be lucky it wasn't enraged and kill you.

This happened with my first real servitor, I will admit. I ended up feeling like Dr Frankenstein. However, the servitor did end up forgiving me, which was positive.