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I remember a past life I had, can anyone explain this to.
I was in the times of merlin king arthur etc, in some castle, I remember I was normal happy friendly, I ended up in another part of a castle being punished for breaking a law these men was sat around a table the men was not nights they were like some kind of wizards they had very long hair and there beards and moustaches was long too. There was this crystal ball thing on a sick hung up on a wall and there was lightening in it. i was forced to touch this ball the minute I touched it I was possessed by many spirit my voice changed in many languages my body was hoisted in the air out of control. i was told by this law I will live many lives and I have to find the key to break the spell other wise I will end up like this through out my lives, I can't remember what i did wrong and how or what I have to do to break the spell yet it feels weird how my life now feels like in some kind of repeat mode yet in another time of life.

I do have premonitions that come true regular. I have phenomena happen around me alot.I see spirit alot and communicate with them, I astral travel the list goes on, yet I feel like I have known of occult and phenomena things all my life from childhood even though no one ever told me about it things just happen.
I remember if my anger got the better of me in the house the electrics would fuse, or objects would levitate and move.
I have not worked with the necronama spirits yet but will.
Sometimes I feel scared of my abilities that are unknown to me because I don't know what the out come will be.



just wanted opinions or maybe idea on how I can check things out.

thanks everyone

mysterious


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Some think that while the body and the memories it contains die and are lost forever the soul continues to stay the same from one life to the next. If what you're saying really is related to a past life I'd use it to discover your soul self. And I'm not talking about any abilities you might have. I mean who you are. What does it mean to have premonitions? Or to be sensitive to psychic energies? How do these things reflect towards your personallity? How does that make you a better person? And how can you use your abilities to make yourself a better person as well as those around you?

This post has been edited by Acid09: Oct 5 2006, 04:08 PM

I remember a past life I had, can anyone explain this to [...] There was this crystal ball thing on a sick hung up on a wall and there was lightening in it. i was forced to touch this ball the minute I touched it I was possessed by many spirit my voice changed in many languages my body was hoisted in the air out of control. i was told by this law I will live many lives and I have to find the key to break the spell other wise I will end up like this through out my lives, I can't remember what i did wrong and how or what I have to do to break the spell yet it feels weird how my life now feels like in some kind of repeat mode yet in another time of life.

The part of the quote in bold is exactly the same for me. The spell you speak of sounds like the Black Iron Prison in Philip K. Dick's book Valis. In the Black Iron Prison (BIP) everyone lives under the delusion that they are free and that they are actually progressing through time. What's actually happening is that space is being rearranged around them so it appears as if time has passed, that is the spell, and those casting it are very interested in this Montauk Project business - as it points to the sorcerers (not magicians) behind this (all the creases and gaps in space-time caused by reckless abuse of occult knowledge).

The BIP requires that people remain blind to the bars about themselves, we are infinite beings forced to be finite!*
Why did They burn all the esoteric knowledge in the library of alexandria? Why are people like Jesus, Wilhelm Reich, Aleister Crowley (anyone who actually has an inkling to the truth of What Is Going On) why are these people crucified? Why are there so many lies around WWII and what it was about? Why are there many texts from the torah and bible hidden and locked away in vaults.
What don't They want us to be thinking about?
Do you think that the media tells you 'what's going on' or do you know that it tells you 'what you are meant to think is relevant'?

The past life memories we both, and many others, have are like RAM memory in computers (stored as magnetic information in the aura or soul, or whatever you wish to call it) it seems as many are dying - having their memories wiped - then they are becoming carnate without a clue to what just happened to them.

I don't think this post or any post on the internet can truly help you with this, but I've pointed to some things said and silent in this post that may help you.

*This is related to how the fibonacci spiral approximates the phi spiral, the difference between them is that the phi spiral is infinite; it always has been and always will be. Whereas the fibonacci spiral has a beginning and unfolds the same way cells do.

This post has been edited by Zugzwang: Nov 10 2006, 07:53 AM

I thought I'd throw in my two cents, as I had similar experiences a while back. So here's a take on reincarnation:

Imagine that the Chaos of pre-existence is made up of every possible combination of vibrations, waveforms of every frequency in eternity, mixed together in a non-dimensional potential consciousness outside of reality all together as we conceive of it. This is the prima materia which manifests all aspects of existence, including itself. Every shape is made up of this Chaos, this primal conscious energy, and so everything is conscious, although our consciousness as human beings is not the same as the consciousness of a less evolved organic form like an animal or plant. Each thing in existence as a context, though, just as you do.

The nature of our organic bodies, this shape of energy, facilitates perception, thought, individualized ego, etc., which is what we commonly identify ourselves as. If we are the energy, though, then those things are just the current frame of reference our true consciousness is operating from at the moment.

Reincarnation comes in, when we look at the context of this physical body to it's place in the world and the factors that are affecting the course of our lives. In my personal opinion, we experience 'past lives' due to a resonance with other 'lives' within the chaos - a place where all experience and knowledge, all of existence possible and manifest, exists at one, outside of space and time as we understand them.

What lead me to this idea some time ago was the exploration I did into a particularly fantastic feeling past life. I had these consistently continuitous dreams in which I was some sort of medicine man, but of a race I'd identify as elven. Long, pointy ears, almond eyes, silvery hair, strange color tones, rather classic fantasy, which is what I read a lot of at the time. Now, at first I would have a dream every few weeks, in the same setting, as the same character, and after a while i'd start daydreaming new parts of the dreams while I was awake. I developed an emotional investment in the events that took place there, and was even able to recognize congruencies between what was happening there and what was happening in my own life. I was alienating people in both lives, but in different ways. I was tasting power in both worlds, but in this one I thought I was handling it well, where in that one I was abusing it, and that's what was pushing others away.

All of this lead me to the conclusion that I had been an elven shaman in a past life.

I'm not going to go on at length about my belief in past, present, or future elves, suffice to say I don't think I would find them in the jungles, hiding away their civilization in a barrier of fog, nor the remains of their kind as some pre-human world of myth, although I'm not going to say it's outside the range of possibility - it is an interesting universe, after all.

However, at great length I began to translate the images and scenes I had seen into symbols. I turned images into concepts, events into movements of energy, and stripped away the labels and symbols that clothed the true essence of these dreams, this past life that felt so close to who I was. Suddenly I realized that it didn't matter if I litterally was or was not an elven shaman in a past life - what I had in my hands now was a pattern of energy that i could clearly tell was manifesting in my life - either recurring only in this one or in several, didn't really matter, because one way or another it was here then, and needed to be dealt with. Even some of the influences - my parents, my peers - factored in the same kinds of rolls.

So, boiled down, sometimes the images we see of past lives aren't litteral images - they can be patterns of energy present here and now in our lives, or for that matter they can be our subconscious mind's method of expressing information to our organic consciousness in the only way possible - by using imagery already available to us in our minds. Which is to say, something that is the same event energetically as the event you are (re)experiencing, may have happened in a past life, and this is your mind's method of communicating that re-occuring trend.

it's a thought.

peace

I used to be confused by recollections of my past lives until i realised that they were helping me to better understand myself. I found that i had the same personality traits, weaknesses, strengths and morals in each life and more than that i seem to follow the same basic path through all of them. This has helped me to put a lot of things into perspective and also to except who i am. Maybe your experience is just trying to help you do the same.