Well, I am regular old schmo.
When I was a kid ~12 years old, I was facinated by Kirllian Photography, growing plants in Pyramids, Von Daniken, Out of body experiences, extc. In college I was into greek myths (Robert Graves), biblical history and sumerian mythology (thats when I bought the Necronomicon). But Ieft all that behind when I went to work at Nasa, later for a launch vehicle company, then for myself, and for the last 7 years for General Dynamics. I got married and have a 5 month old son.
A few months ago I dusted off the Necronomicon from the garage, and started some workings. Fortunately my wife is chinese and as she burns paperbags with fake money on it and prayers on the outside for her dead mom, she doesnt see anythig out of the ordinary with me burning some bread in a bowl for Nannar (IMG:
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After twenty years of training my mind to analize things in detail, not to trust anything, double checking every thing, I am finding it hard to 'suspend disbelief', and tend to suffer from doubt, self doubt and 'analysis paralysis'. But I'll keep trying as my beliefs are much more inline with the Nec contents that those in the Bible..
As far as life style, I lease a house in 9 acres of woods, not easily accessible, so I can do outdoor rituals. However, I keep my beliefs and doings secret from friends and family. My wife is not very interested in what I do, so as long as I dont stay out to late is ok with her..
I spend most of my free time with my baby (or with the baby on my lap when I am online (IMG:
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So there you go, a fortish, regular schmo with an aerospace career and wife and kid.
Traveller