Could I Be Cursed? Options

Something odds been going on in my head for about 6 months now. It happened alot more when I was smoking weed but its still happening alot now that im completely sober.

I keep hearing an internal voice repeating the words "Your dead". It doesnt happen in a row. Say I hear it in the morning about 10 minutes later I might hear it again. Then an hour later I'll hear it again. Its getting to repetetive its really starting to piss me off. I hear it about 50 times a day.

I noticed it started intensifying after hanging around with a certain friend. I had always seen something negative or evil about this particular friend. Lots of times when wed be stoned id see a black shadow flying around his head. Also when hed get drunk he had an urge to hurt people and beat people up. I suspected he mighta been possessed by a demon or the likes.I noticed whenever Id get in a fight with this particular friend id become a little more accident prone and id have fucked up dreams.

For example one day I was arguing with him and told him off. I could see I really pissed him off. That night right as I was falling asleep Id see these black shadows flying into my face. After falling asleep id have these really twisted dreams. Once I dreamt my brother came home from a fight and his whole lower jaw was missing. That dream disturbed me.

A while back I got in a fist fight with this guy and gave him a beating. Thats when I noticed I was having lots of fucked up dreams and hearing "Your dead" all the time. A few days after I beat him up under fairly weird circumstances one day I had the worst accident of my life. I was really drunk coming outta the bar at 3 in the morning and I was running from the police I think. I cant remember very much but I remember hiding between two parked cars and right as I made a run for it a car sped by and clipped me. Insane coincidence to say the least. At the exact moment I made my move a car sped by and hit me. It left me with a huge life long scar on my forehead and I broke my hand in two places when I hit the ground. My hand still isnt healed they have to operate and put a pin it. Its been 5 months but my hands still broken.

I made friends with the guy about a month after the accident and noticed I stopped hearing "Your dead". About 2 months after that I got in another brawl with the guy but I lost this time seeing as my hand was broken. The fucker also split my scar open again. I had to get it stitched up a second time.

Ive been hearing "Your dead" about 40 times a day ever since. Its starting to get on my nerves. Am I being paranoid in assuming this "friend" has anything to do with it?

I seriously dont think hes smart enough to know much about magick or the occult but if he did hes the kinda person that would use black magick. Is there any way to know for sure if theres a curse on my and would a simple banishing ritual lift it?

Also the its always pretty vague. Sometimes I cant make out whether it says dead or day. Alot of the time it actually does say "Your day".

Its probably stupid assuming its a curse. Its most likely my subconscious trying to tell me something. Im planning a trip to a Buddhist temple in Thailand with my brother for a month or two. Im going to improve my meditation skills while im there. Hopefully I'll gain the ability to converse with my subconscious and see actually whats going on in my mind.

Ive been dealing with a similar situation with a friend's father. Maybe not much of a curse as it may be a binding of some sort. You could try to do the banishing ritual and see how it goes and i would also recommend maybe avoiding this friend. You could also charge an amulet or a stone for protection.
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Greetings!
If it looks like a duck, quacks like a duck and walks like a duck...it probably is a duck! This person doesn't sound like a friend. Stay away from him! One needn't be proficient in Magic to incurr these 'attacks'. Learn a good banishing ritual, learn how to strengthen your aura (which may include cutting down on the alcohol) and learn a nymber of protection mantras, etc. You will be able to counteract these phenomena easily...you already are sensitive enough to see/feel it! Good Luck! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/laugh.gif)

Thanks alot for the advice. I literally know absolutely nothing about magick and wouldnt know where to start in performing protection mantras, banishing rituals, or charging talismans but im not gonna stop trying until im a real occultist and have the abilities to do these things.

Also im going to a Buddhist temple for a few months to master meditation. Also I think this "friend" has something to do with satanism. Ive had many a crazy mushroom trip with him and he never shuts up about satanism and how the devil gives satanists powers and the likes.

Taking mushrooms with him though I think I saw right through him and I dont think hes all that bad a man. Hes just a gangster wannabe but I had a feeling he mighta been possessed by something and that whenever I pissed him off I also pissed whatever other entities he might have around him too. Only thing is if you give him a reason to take revenge he will do unbelievably stupid things even kill people.

It was like a two curse though. After I made friends with him again he told me he got jumped by a couple of Hatian lunatics on the street and they kicked the living shit outta him but didnt even take his money. Completely unprovoked. I dont think any of us are alone I think we all have entities watching over us but they might not necessarily be the most peaceful or friendly entities.

One big reason I had a problem with him and beat him up is because on numerous occasions hed get drunk and for no reason at all hed approach the biggest m%@*&3f3#!*&rs on the street, hed pepper spray them in the face and knock them out. Thats his idea of fun. Macing them in the face and beating the living shit outta them for no reason. Theyd never know what hit them. Although this is all hear-say ive never seen him do it but he told me he did and hes not the kinda person to make things up. Especially not something like that he knew id only lose respect for him.

Is there any way of finding out for sure if this was inflicted on me by someone else and if so can I find out exactly who might have done it so I can at least do something about it.

Im not a very vengeful man but in this case I'll make an exception. Its driving me insane.

Is there any way of finding out for sure if this was inflicted on me by someone else and if so can I find out exactly who might have done it so I can at least do something about it.

Im not a very vengeful man but in this case I'll make an exception. Its driving me insane.

Maybe some divination would help! check the divination forum! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/bigwink.gif) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/00000002.gif)

Even if your unsure if your cursed or not yu can at least do yourself a cleansing. You can do a native smidge or some other form of incense or cleansing method.

Im only just learning the basics by reading the articles on sacred-magick.com at the moment. I havent learned any rituals at all but once I do I'll be sure to do a cleansing. It can only do good I presume.

One of the aspects of magick im most drawn towards is divination. What kind of divination technique would one use to find out if somebody is using any forms of black magick against them?

Also would psionic vampirism fall under the category of black magick?

Greetings,

I do not think you are under the effects of black magick bro. In another thread I thought I made a positive I.D. on you haveing a Meth induced psychosis. Did the auditorial hallucinations occur in connection with meth use?

Psi Vampirism is not black magick bro. Unless it is being used in a way intended to harm someone. Its much easier to not harm someone with psi vampirism than it is to injure them.

Some years back some Wiccans were very opposed to psi vampirism. I think the occult world is starting to awaken to the fact that psi vampirism is not evil.

Zi Dingir Irkingu Kanpa!

Use the one you like/feel better whit (IMG:style_emoticons/default/bigwink.gif)

I know of this spell, it's a vodou black magick spell. I may be wrong, but there is a spell which consists of hollowing a dog's head and eviscerating it of its insides, then filling it with bones and blood, and suffusing it with chicken blood. The magician then proceeds to burry the dog's head near the house of the victim (which in this case is you).

What this does is incur the victim's dreams with tremendous terror and acts as a warning and command by which the magician has made.

My suggestion to you would be to be vigilant to all of your directions, and your house, and seek if there is anything burried nearby.

I appologise if this may seem radical to you, but this is a very tried and true formula of black magick, and usually the neophyte can make this spell easily work.

All the best.

This post has been edited by DeathStalker: Dec 22 2006, 10:47 PM

Thats a pretty mad thought alright. I live right in the middle of the city. Even if it was physically possible to bury a skull id say passersby would find it pretty mad and call the police.
Then again theres an alley way behind my apartment building and its unpaved somebody could dig through the dirt and bury it.

Funny enough though its not a far out idea thinking that this particular enemy would do something like this. Anybody that knows him wouldnt be all that surprised if they heard he did something like that. Hes Cuban and he was telling me about his religion one day and it seemed a whole lot like voodoo to me. I dont know what he called it but I was in a Cuban restaurant with him and there was a showcase with ornaments and statues. Alot of the statues looked like Catholic virgin Mary's and shit like that. I'll look it up.

Where did you hear about this voodoo technique?? I know where this fucker stays too. Although I couldnt get a dogs skull I can get an old foxes or some small animals skull I found out in the country last summer. My old mans into the occult and decided to keep it for some odd reason. I wouldnt wanna do black magick on him unless I was sure he was doing it to me first though. It would be cool if there was a way to counter it or reflect the black magick back at the practitioner.


On another note I noticed my dad has more than one upside down Jesus on the cross on his walls. One of them is a jesus ripped off the cross and hanging upside down. I commented on it one day I said "thats a bit sacreligious dont you think" and he got all defensive and replied "Yeah Im a Satan worshipper" sarcastically.

I know hes into Thelema and talks alot about Crowley. What would upside down Jesus's on crosses mean to somebody who practices Thelema. He was reading the book Sefir Yetzirah "The Herbrew Book of Creation" one day and he was telling me he had the ability to connect to people astrally and poke them and said he did it to his friend and he got a fright.

After I had this meth induced psychotic episode the voice claimed to be my dad loads of times and had the same voice as him and said things that only would say etc. I found it strange that after he said this the voice that night told me it was going to give me a wet willy and I felt a cold finger poke me. The next day I asked him about it and he denied ever having said that. He says he doesnt have the power to do anything like that.

Could there be any possibility he had something to do with this psychotic episode. I was talking to him the day before when I was on speed and he knew I was on it. Could he have used that as an opportunity to telepathically communicate with me? Also the voice said what opened the door was when I let my old man do a little hypnosis on me a week earlier. He said "Your going to open up to all language" or some shit like that I wasnt paying much attention. I thought it didnt work because at the end he tried to make my hand raise automatically but I was way too conscious and it didnt work.

This post has been edited by Xochipilli: Dec 23 2006, 12:36 PM

Thats a pretty mad thought alright. I live right in the middle of the city. Even if it was physically possible to bury a skull id say passersby would find it pretty mad and call the police.
Then again theres an alley way behind my apartment building and its unpaved somebody could dig through the dirt and bury it.

He could have used any animal head. I do not believe it's restricted to a dog's.

Funny enough though its not a far out idea thinking that this particular enemy would do something like this. Anybody that knows him wouldnt be all that surprised if they heard he did something like that. Hes Cuban and he was telling me about his religion one day and it seemed a whole lot like voodoo to me. I dont know what he called it but I was in a Cuban restaurant with him and there was a showcase with ornaments and statues. Alot of the statues looked like Catholic virgin Mary's and shit like that. I'll look it up.

South/Central Americans have doll magick in their religion, closely related to voodoo.

Where did you hear about this voodoo technique?? I know where this fucker stays too. Although I couldnt get a dogs skull I can get an old foxes or some small animals skull I found out in the country last summer. My old mans into the occult and decided to keep it for some odd reason. I wouldnt wanna do black magick on him unless I was sure he was doing it to me first though. It would be cool if there was a way to counter it or reflect the black magick back at the practitioner.

I know reverse spells pm me I'll give you one you can get to work.

On another note I noticed my dad has more than one upside down Jesus on the cross on his walls. One of them is a jesus ripped off the cross and hanging upside down. I commented on it one day I said "thats a bit sacreligious dont you think" and he got all defensive and replied "Yeah Im a Satan worshipper" sarcastically.

Jesus haters aren't limited to Satanists. Blasphemy is important when dealing against catholics and/or protestants.

I know hes into Thelema and talks alot about Crowley. What would upside down Jesus's on crosses mean to somebody who practices Thelema. He was reading the book Sefir Yetzirah "The Herbrew Book of Creation" one day and he was telling me he had the ability to connect to people astrally and poke them and said he did it to his friend and he got a fright.

Crowley was a LHP in disguise. The connection with people astraly takes place via "Etheric Projection" (see my post on "different realms").

After I had this meth induced psychotic episode the voice claimed to be my dad loads of times and had the same voice as him and said things that only would say etc. I found it strange that after he said this the voice that night told me it was going to give me a wet willy and I felt a cold finger poke me. The next day I asked him about it and he denied ever having said that. He says he doesnt have the power to do anything like that.

Heh.

Could there be any possibility he had something to do with this psychotic episode. I was talking to him the day before when I was on speed and he knew I was on it. Could he have used that as an opportunity to telepathically communicate with me? Also the voice said what opened the door was when I let my old man do a little hypnosis on me a week earlier. He said "Your going to open up to all language" or some shit like that I wasnt paying much attention. I thought it didnt work because at the end he tried to make my hand raise automatically but I was way too conscious and it didnt work.

It's possible that he used your hallucination as an advantage to connect with you.

Hypnosis won't work if you don't pay attention.


Sorry for the short answers (psst I have nail polish on that's just drying).
Peace

This post has been edited by DeathStalker: Dec 23 2006, 09:00 PM

Funny enough though its not a far out idea thinking that this particular enemy would do something like this. Anybody that knows him wouldnt be all that surprised if they heard he did something like that. Hes Cuban and he was telling me about his religion one day and it seemed a whole lot like voodoo to me. I dont know what he called it but I was in a Cuban restaurant with him and there was a showcase with ornaments and statues. Alot of the statues looked like Catholic virgin Mary's and shit like that. I'll look it up.

South/Central Americans have doll magick in their religion, closely related to voodoo.

This is called Santeria. It is similar to Haitian Voodoo, but it is not Voodoo. It is a syncretic religion (Catholicism + Yoruba), and uses saint names and saint figures to represent the Orishas (Santeria gods). If a Santero (Santeria Priest) is attacking you (which I highly doubt), it would not be wise to attack him back...Santeros have strong bonds with their gods and until you have a similar power behind you, you are most likely just going to get yourself in further trouble. Find another Santero to cast a protection spell on you, or learn one on your own.

Usually a Santero works with one particular Orisha, who he will have as a patron god/goddess. Find out which Christian saint the statue at the restaurant represents, and you will be able to identify the Orisha he is working with. This may be valuable knowledge in countering any magic or psychic attack.

This post has been edited by Faustopheles: Dec 23 2006, 07:31 PM

This is called Santeria. It is similar to Haitian Voodoo, but it is not Voodoo. It is a syncretic religion (Catholicism + Yoruba), and uses saint names and saint figures to represent the Orishas (Santeria gods). If a Santero (Santeria Priest) is attacking you (which I highly doubt), it would not be wise to attack him back...Santeros have strong bonds with their gods and until you have a similar power behind you, you are most likely just going to get yourself in further trouble. Find another Santero to cast a protection spell on you, or learn one on your own.

Usually a Santero works with one particular Orisha, who he will have as a patron god/goddess. Find out which Christian saint the statue at the restaurant represents, and you will be able to identify the Orisha he is working with. This may be valuable knowledge in countering any magic or psychic attack.

Actually Faust is right, if that is his religion then he most probably has a patron figure and will be protected.

...Either that or he made a pact with one of the demons (The demons of their Loas and other S. American demons are very evil demons) compared to the Goetic ones.

Why don't you do a banishing and keep away from him?

This post has been edited by DeathStalker: Dec 23 2006, 10:25 PM

Actually Faust is right, if that is his religion then he most probably has a patron figure and will be protected.

...Either that or he made a pact with one of the demons (The demons of their Loas and other S. American demons are very evil demons) compared to the Goetic ones.

Why don't you do a banishing and keep away from him?

I dont know how to do a banishing yet. I dont hang around with him anymore though.

Thats the religion alright Santeria. How powerful can it be?? My family goes way back to Celtic pagan times. We were the druids back in the day. Are there any Celtic demons that can be summoned for protection?? It would be fairly cool having a demon keeping me out of trouble and countering the attempts of people trying to cause harm.

It has faded away alot but I still hear the words being echoed the odd time. It doesnt annoy me at all anymore though. Do any of you know any good articles on Celtic pagan mysticism or magick??

I dont know how to do a banishing yet. I dont hang around with him anymore though.

Thats the religion alright Santeria. How powerful can it be?? My family goes way back to Celtic pagan times. We were the druids back in the day. Are there any Celtic demons that can be summoned for protection?? It would be fairly cool having a demon keeping me out of trouble and countering the attempts of people trying to cause harm.

It has faded away alot but I still hear the words being echoed the odd time. It doesnt annoy me at all anymore though. Do any of you know any good articles on Celtic pagan mysticism or magick??

Celtic demons won't help much, the best Black Magick demons are the Loa of the Haitans (that I know of). They are the fiersest I've known, that actually help with black magick.

Establishing a relationship with one of them may help, though it's highly unlikely. And a pact with one of them is quite the stupid thing to do.

I'll think about something and pm you.

Sometimes the best way is to talk things out and forget abouit it, shun him the best you can.

This post has been edited by DeathStalker: Dec 24 2006, 12:40 PM

Infact I know of a ritual which is intended to protect you from dreams such as the above. No harm to him or you, it basically serves as a banishing of the dream curse, whether it be from him or elsewhere.

It's an ancient Shaman / Eastern Tradition "dream banishing".

If you still feel menace you tell me and I'll write down the ritual.

All the best 'til then.

I know of this spell, it's a vodou black magick spell. I may be wrong, but there is a spell which consists of hollowing a dog's head and eviscerating it of its insides, then filling it with bones and blood, and suffusing it with chicken blood. The magician then proceeds to burry the dog's head near the house of the victim (which in this case is you).

What this does is incur the victim's dreams with tremendous terror and acts as a warning and command by which the magician has made.

My suggestion to you would be to be vigilant to all of your directions, and your house, and seek if there is anything burried nearby.

I appologise if this may seem radical to you, but this is a very tried and true formula of black magick, and usually the neophyte can make this spell easily work.

All the best.

"I know of this spell, it's a vodou black magick spell. I may be wrong, but " Indeed You are WRONG!


========http://www.vodouworld.com

Maybe you should try absorbing the energy of your foe. I have found that whenever I get attacked I seem to get more powerful when all is said and done. Of course I am in close contact w/ ancient spirits of Sumeria and Babylon. Your best bet is -if you dont have the knowhow and power yet--to contact and willing person to erect an astral wall around you. Or even better a filter to let the energ being spent on you to be absorbed and transformed w/i you.

THis is all my vantagepoint of course--and each situation always has infinit numbers of variables.

Maybe you should try absorbing the energy of your foe. I have found that whenever I get attacked I seem to get more powerful when all is said and done. Of course I am in close contact w/ ancient spirits of Sumeria and Babylon. Your best bet is -if you dont have the knowhow and power yet--to contact and willing person to erect an astral wall around you. Or even better a filter to let the energ being spent on you to be absorbed and transformed w/i you.

THis is all my vantagepoint of course--and each situation always has infinit numbers of variables.

Ive heard of this somewhere...anyhow...how is this done? I mean...absorbing the energy of ones foe? Can a novice like myself carry something like this out? There are times when I feel like this...times when I too feel cursed, or bound, like I cant breath or get my thoughts straight (no offense to Xochipilli...Im not on anything...thanks be to higher power my last dose was two years ago...). Someone mentioned something about Santeria...here in Mexico...some peoples patron saint is the "blessed death (Santa Muerte)", the gream reaper. Anyhow, I was thinking of going to Mexico City (ancient: Tenochtitlan) and having a cleansing done by those who still follow the old ways. Dress in Mexicatl (aztec regalia), dance in the middle of the town square etc. If my higher power permits...as the copal burns...all of you my revered brothers and sisters will be in my thoughts and shall wish you the best. Tlazocamati (thankyou)

This post has been edited by ASH007: May 24 2007, 10:16 AM