Just Another Stupid Newbie. Options

'Allo. My name, well. The name I prefer to go by, is Locke Kurokaze. I guess I'm a very new Magician of sorts, being only fifteen, mainly interested in vampires and necromancy. I've been trying to research Magick for three years, ever since I thought I was 'kissed' by a vampire, and recent discoveries in my research lead me to think of myself as a vampire. But there's never any telling what's true, at least, when you have no one similiar.

Eh. I guess I'm pretty much looking around for people to be friends I can speak freely with about my practice, and those more wise than myself. I'm more or less open to the advice of my elders, and extremely eager to refine my spiritual capabilities.

With that, I look forward to becoming a member of this community and learning as much as I can.

Hello Locke Kurokaze, and welcome to the forum. Unfortunatley, I doubt i'm more wise than yourself when it comes to the occult. I also recently joined the fourums and have only been into the occult for a few months. Fortunatley, there are many experienced idividuals here who are more than happy to share their wisdom if you have any questions. Anyway, it sounds like you'l fit right in, (not that its very excusive here anyway; just be polite and openminded! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) ) I hope you find any answers you may need in your journey here.
-Fenix

P.S. So wats the story behind the "kissed by a vampire" part?

Welcome aboard! I too feel a kinship with darkness and the creatures that dwell in it, as though it were my ever-present comfort. I've always felt at home there.

I would also like to know the story behind the vampire 'kiss' - Do you mean 'kiss' as in literally, involving joined lips, or do you feel your essence has been touched by their presence? I felt this way for quite a while in the past, and I'm open to discussion on the subject. Of course, if you're uncomfortable discussing that on the forums here, feel free to garner my attention either through PM or any of my contacts.

Peace be with you.

Well, my story really isn't much. I lived my life unaware of the occult until I was 12...Happily going along practicing swordfighting...(I've ALWAYS loved swordplay, martial arts and the like) and playing video games because it was the only way I could spend time with my older brother.

Eh, one day almost three years ago now I met a girl my age who was speaking about Vampires. Obviously I heard of them and thought they were pretty cool, but I never desired such a life until I spoke with this girl. Sarah, was her name. Each morning I woke up after meeting her, I felt more and more different, more and more hungry for blood, or whatever energy it contains, until she said she had found a Vampire to take her in, the Kiss we called it. That moment when a Vampire in common beliefs, at least, would sink their fangs into your neck and you became one yourself. The last words she told me was she found a Vampire to take care of me as well.

I was basically thrilled, and before long I woke up one night, never to be the same again. Two small holes on my neck were healing, and I didn't feel human. I started being able to use Magick ever since that 'kiss,' and I tried to keep a normal life even with this new ability.

Well...I guess time passed. Recently I resumed research on Vampires, trying desperately to find out what excactly happened to me, and why the unknown vampire never spoke to me, and along my research figured out that probably just a Psychic vampire.

*sigh* I really don't know anything yet though, and I can't take it, not having anybody to accompany me with my studies, not having anyone to teach me how to use my energiess. - To become a full vampire and necromancer. So hey. I hope I'll find help among all of you here, and I hope my age shouldn't handicap me. All I want right now is to learn what I feel I was born to master.

Greetings Locke Kurokaze,

15 and interested in Vampires and Necromancy. Sounds like me when I was 15. Recognizes unusual abilities but regards everything with skepticism. I can relate to that also. Likes martial arts and sword fighting. Ditto. Started the occult at 12. Ok you got me on that one. I did not start until I was 13.

Wakes up with strange bite mark on neck. That has happened to me a lot also. Its called a hickey!

Actually I am kidding. I had a similar experience where I went to sleep <alone> and woke up with a weird bite mark on my chest. I know its totally weird but don’t worry your not crazy. This is a sign of an Akhkharu. An astral vampire.

I could go more in depth on that but it would be off topic. Search out our vampire threads on the forum and post your questions etc there.

Too me it sounds like you are a Psi vampire. But of course with a taste for blood it sounds to me like you are also Sang. No worries you can be both. <But only if your girlfriend lets you!>

Glad to have you on the forum.

Peace!

the coolest thing about this forum is that you can share your most "bizarre" experiences and someone here will tell you that (1) you didn't imagine it, (2) you're not crazy, and (3) welcome you will find lots to examine and learn about here ...

thanks for coming to the forum and introducing me through your experience and questions to something i've never known about!