Where We Really Came From, Do you remember before you were alive? Options

I remember before I was born, I was standing in a dark sky, humble, and feeling peace, and God was manifest, I said to him, "Father, How can I be a god like you?" and He replied like he was worried for me, "Do you want to go to hell?" and I said "Why would I have to do that?" and he said, "Being a god means you must overcome the forces of existance" and then he said "Do you really want to be a god?" and lightning filled that dark sky, then he said "Step forward!" and I did step forward, and thought I was going to fall, fearing for my soul, and God said "Have faith. Don't fall!" and then I said, "Where am I going?" and I heard "You are descending into life which is the first step in becoming a god."

i died in my lovers arms underneath the brilliant full moon
i also remember a velvet crib and playing with stars
and the sweet whisper of my mothers' voice