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Hi! I'm new here and thought I would introduce myself. Or at least my background.
I first became interested in magick in the 5th grade. I started hearing a voice in my head. Of course my first thought was that I was crazy, but then I started to talk to it and relized that it was a totally different being than me. I just called him (it sounded like a male) spirit or dark spirit because I "sensed" a little evil from him. Then in the 8th grade he suddently stopped talking to me. I repeatedly tried to get him to talk agian but he wouldn't. He was still in my head though. Like I said before I could sense him. Any way I was lying on my bed thinking when suddently I heard a severly Evil voice say "I am ultimate power Worship me!" I said "I worship none but God himself! Leave now or I'll kill you!"( probably the wrong choice of words). Anyways he left and ever scince I couldn't sense my evil spirit anymore. I wanted him back so I started reaserching the paranormal when I came across magick. I'm most interested in abremelin and have studied,not used, his books for around 3 years. I have also studied various grimories and "magical" anthologies and books. I have never cast a spell or done a summoning. I don't think I'm ready yet and I don't have many of the materials needed.
So that's basicly my magical background.
I'm mostly interestead in familiars and companions and the sort. I'm also into summonings.

So that's it.=)

I forgot to mention that I was born with the ability to see auras and sense energy around me. I'm also "good" at manipulating my internal energy from my studies in the martial arts.

Greetings Hindoshima,

Welcome to the forums, it sounds like you've got a good natural base - something we see more and more of these days - that's a priceless benefit.

Hopefully we'll all be able to learn from one another. Hop in and give us some of your perspective! It sounds like you'd enjoy the psionics forum, a lot of energy manipulation talk goes on there.

peace, and again, Welcome!
Vagrant

THANKS =)