Let me bit more clear. SO far (and I am very new to the Necro), I notice that many of the effects I sense from working with this system are changes to me. For example, I have been doing a lot of work with Aranunna, and now when I visualize the sigils, I do it with my third eye, not my two physical eyes. A huge change for me, the first time in my life I have done this.
In addition, I do NOT banish my Bandar (another thread here by me covers why I don't do this), and when I make my sacrifices for him I can feel his pleasure. Recently I did my first "low magic" spell with the Bandar, the first spell meant to affect my external circumstances. To be honest, he wanted me to do so.We are linked in a way I find hard to describe.
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We should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once. And we should call every truth false which was not accompanied by at least one laugh.
Friedrich Nietzsche
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