Introducing...., al_zaine Options

Hey there SMF Folks.
My names Al, and I came across this forum some how, I can't actually remember how lol. I was looking into the Necronomicon and found the site through that. At the moment I'd say that is my main interest, I just seems to be the only thing on my mind scine first reading it.
Just a quick overview of my general interests.... Knowledge! Knowledge about existence...why we exist, why the universe exists.... another interest is its polarity, non-existence... but its abit difficult to find knowledge about a non-existing "THING".
I have my own beliefs but i'm open to other peoples views and I hardly take offence to anyone expressing their views.
I first found the joy of seeking Knowledge and Truth more specific when looking into the 'alien agenda' with the politics( government agents and abductions)... but this was meerly and intro to what I was really seeking. Throughout my studying I have came across the conspiracy theories and the religious corruption and alot of spirituality. But I love the occult and I wish I were a sorcerer or just someone who is limitless in potential, as we all should be.
The Nec, mainly the book of gates, covers alot of what i'm interested in.
I could go on and on about what things interest me and the things that don't but hopefully through my posts, you can see the things I like and the things I don't.
Please ask any questions.
Al.

Greetings 'al_zaine,


Welcome to Sacred Magick. I hope that you find what you are looking for.


Peace!

This is an excellent forum with many helpful, experienced members. Make sure you check out the Necronomicon forum here, it has been a tremendous help for me.

Hey.
Thanks for the warm welcome.
Ive been reading through most of the posts at the moment and i've seen alot of excellent stuff here.... the Necronomicon section is cool.... Ive got a soft-back copy of the gates of Nec and I have a PDF version of the Simon Nec from online so soon i'll be throwing some posts your way.
My pc is just undergoing some fixing because my younger bro went and downloaded a keygen which has let loose aload of virus or something.
Peace
AL.

Ive been contemplating alot about life as we know it, or as I know it lol. One of the main area's of my study has been with the mind and consciousness. I had a daunting thought about consciousness while contemplating the senses and their effects on consciousness.
For example, I was wondering whether a deaf person had internal dialogue, but they've never heard they voice so they surely wouldn't have internal dialogue in the form of sound. I thought that they might have visual dialogue instead, I found a forum where the question was brought up and someone said that the see the sign language they've learned. This brought me onto blind people. If you were to ask a blind person what they see, they'll probably see they see nothing. Well try describing nothing, one would think its all blackness, but what is black, describe it to me, any colour infact, describe the colour. How can one describe hot and cold bright and dark..... without the senses what remains. I was one who believed that when the body die's consciousness is the only thing that will remain but now i'm not so sure.
Any comments on this would be great because theres alot more to it but I need to be promted for questions to answer to draw out those deeper thoughts.
Al

I hope that you find what you are looking for.

hey there guys and gals.
One thing ive been looking for is a system(magical and political) to live by which has no form of hierachy.
Is there a magical system that works without having one be a servant. My philosophy and way of life that I have been trying to develop now for about 4years is one which cuts out the middle man and goes straight to the Source for its needs. The Source of All things is my philosophy of life, it is everything and nothing, both being the same, its all encompasing, its within All, it is All. I need a practical form of magic which will work in harmony with this philosophy.

This post has been edited by al_zaine: Jun 15 2007, 07:25 AM

Hey peeps.
I'm looking to try candle magick for something but theres a small bit of infomation I need which I was wondering if anyone could help me with?
Basically I'm trying to get a job and a witch who I know told me to use a green candle and to do it on wednesday... i asked her if this has anything to do with wednesday having a correspondce with Mercury/Hermes and she said yeh for the communicating aspect, but theres one bit I wish to add to make it more distinct.... I came across a graph/table in a book showing the Hours of the days and there corresponding planets basically I wanted to know if someone either had this graph/table or knew what hour corresponds with mercury.
Thanks.
Al

This post has been edited by al_zaine: Jul 10 2007, 08:11 PM

OMG, I never realised!
One of my favourite writers Robert Anton Wilson is dead..... I came across it online and thought someone was messing about again because he said in his cosmic trigger book that they'd said he'd died when he was really still alive, but this time, its for real!
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He was a great writer and even though I never knew him personally, he inspired me alot and made me laugh alot with his writing abilities.
Robert Anton Wilson is Great and I will always remember him as long as I live.
RAW-(January 18, 1932 – January 11, 2007).......Although, MAYBE he lives on!

The coffee shop, well. guess its only right to have a coffee..........ah, taste's damn good (IMG:style_emoticons/default/13.gif)
Wanted to know if there's any Metal heads in this pit lol, I just want to props one badass band.
Anyone here heard Machine Head, man I'm loving their sh*t right now! so hardcore, real emotion, real problems, its not sugar coated aswell which I love..... some big tunes, tunes that will get you off ure ass if ure abit lazy, tunes that will get your heart beating.
Machine Head is my saviour! (IMG:style_emoticons/default/band1.gif)
These are the lyrics from one of my faves..... Wipe the Tears!
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Ask me how it feels
To feel like you're a failure
When everything that's real
Burns the flame in anger
I've heard it all before
I've felt some pain and more
More than you could ever dream
More than it probably seems
I've sat with head in hand
Stressed by my demands
Stomach tied in knots
Alone I've sat and rot
'Cause the pain from all these fears
Has built up all these years
I'll wipe away the tears
Wipe away the tears

Don't give in
Don't give up

Walk the streets dejected
Alone and left rejected
Time does not care
And sometimes life ain't fair
My head begins to pound
Smashing bottles on the ground
I have lived amongst the garbage
With those who rape and carnage
Had many a promise broken
And broken some myself
The promise I have kept alive
Is keep my inner wealth
With my heart aimed at the world
Destiny I watch unfurl
I'll wipe away the tears
Wipe away the tears

Don't give in
Don't give up

Opportunities
Wasting life away
Choked upon its dust
Puked out in disgust

Let me tell you how it feels
To feel like you're a failure
Been climbing out this gutter
For what seems like it's forever
But one thing I must make clear
The struggle of these years
Has made every scar the stronger
My lust for life the longer
I will fight for what I love
And I will fight for those I care
I will fight at anytime
And I will fight anywhere
With my heart aimed at this world
Destiny I watch unfurl
I'll wipe away the tears
Wipe away the tears

Don't give in
Don't give up

This post has been edited by al_zaine: Jul 25 2007, 06:16 AM

'Jul 11 2007, 02:10 AM'
Hey peeps.
I'm looking to try candle magick for something but theres a small bit of infomation I need which I was wondering if anyone could help me with?
Basically I'm trying to get a job and a witch who I know told me to use a green candle and to do it on wednesday... i asked her if this has anything to do with wednesday having a correspondce with Mercury/Hermes and she said yeh for the communicating aspect, but theres one bit I wish to add to make it more distinct.... I came across a graph/table in a book showing the Hours of the days and there corresponding planets basically I wanted to know if someone either had this graph/table or knew what hour corresponds with mercury.
Thanks.
Al

Hey, found what I was looking for.....in the end. Hey its only 7months later but I found it. Thanks for the help ya'll (IMG:style_emoticons/default/nonono.gif)
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