QUOTE(Samas @ Oct 7 2007, 01:03 AM)
I am not good with ceremonies because i have something like ADD so i get distracted too easily, but it is my one dreamin life to see an angel for myself and this seemed to be the only way someone like me can do it.
When I was younger I had severe ADD. A secret strength of this condition of brain activity that is rarely expressed or discovered due to the general ignorance we still have towards the condition, is that if you will apply yourself, you will very naturally be able to multi-task your thought process - that is, maintain multiple thought processes at once, not move from one to the other. We're only taught to think of one thing at a time, and this is usually a large part of prescribed magickal process, however it is worthwhile to learn to apply one's natural talents.
It will also help you learn to focus by proxy as you gain control of your mind. I learned to focus on many things at once before I learned to focus on just one thing. By the time multi-tasking like this became second nature, I had acheived the necessary control to focus it all in one place. Work with yourself, not against.
This skill will come easily to you because of your natural tendancy to have 'scattered' attention. Truthfully though most people who only have one 'attention point' can't keep it in one place for very long anyway. Energetically, you're not dealing with one point that moves around more than anyone elses, you're dealing with multiple points which are vying for the focus of your awareness. Not only does this skill create a frtile ground for greater leaps of intuitive reasoning, but makes all ritual work far more efficient.
As for an energetic 'hadouken' and it's uses - your information is flawed, unfortunately. A spirit inhabits an astral locale, which may appear to correspond spatially to a physical location, but only from a physical point of view. Given the mechanics of that interaction between astral and physical, the idea of knocking a spirit out of it's boundaries doesn't really make sense. You might raise it's vibration to the point that it is drawn into a higher plane and hopefully some kind of reintegration, but in most cases what you experience as a 'ghost' is just an astral echo, not really a spiritual being seeking any kind of resolution. The idea of an 'unfulfilled purpose' arises from the fact that if you introduce an opposing energy pattern to a 'standing wave' like a ghost, they will cancel one another out (approximate description). Some 'ghosts' thus need particular conditions in order to be 'freed' - either actions, or direct manipulation of energy. The first takes some good reasoning skills and maybe a dash of intuition, the second requires a fairly advanced knowledge of energetics and of course the ability to apply it.
If you want to meet an angel, study up on angel lore and work on evocation. If you want to help 'lost spirits', better to learn banishings than to learn how to throw energy at them. If what you're dealing with turns out to be something other than what you thought, that could get really messy for you. It's not usually a good idea to just throw energy at things - that kind of solution is more complex than most take it for, and there's a question of what kind of energy, what intention, and what kind of opposing structure you're dealing with.
The only 'easy' way to create a potent energy ball for any purpose, is to master the techniques, which you can find litterally all over this message board.
peace