for just about a year now I've been trying to figure out just why I'm here, still not sure. However something realy big has happened to me recently so much so that I myself am having a hard time beleiving it. A week ago I had a discussion with a pagan buddy of mine about lucifer, his true nature, and his role in our third demensional reality. It was mostly a theoretical discussion but at the end I was sold, so I threw together a contract outlining my desires for this part of my life, wrote out a clause about serving the horned guy with my life and sealed it with metephorical blood as i didn't have a tool I was comfortable cutting myself with, then I passed out. The next day at work I kept seeing images of the goat's head pentagram flash through my mind, and on a couple occasions I heard my named yelled in my ear. I was admittedly a little freaked out since while being accustomed to seeing things and hearing disembodied voices it had never been so pronounced or forceful. After work I got back to my appartment did some void meditation for about ten minutes until again the symbol of satan reapeared and became burned there I closed my circle and started for bed. Things acually get a little choppy here since the event I'm about to describe is unlike anything I once thought possible and if I heard it from someone else I'd have my doubts. As I entered my room I heard giggling then the image of a pretty young woman entered my mind's eye, and I was drawn to my bed. Anyone who has interacted with other worldly beings can maybe back me up here in saying It's hard to describe how you converse with them, but I soon came to find that the woman was a succubus who was sent to collect a sacrifice. Needless to say I enjoyed my time with herand she vanished, since then I've had great sucess manifesting my wills.
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