Well This Is Me, things to clarify me Options

ME=(as follows all madness included)

madness is a virtue
all i want to be is me including the deep sick and insane desiers i may posess thier a part of me.
i seek only knowledge not human compassion since i know it is ONLY a tool for control.
i may say wierd things shocking things sick things agressive thigns sad and misery filled things but it is JUST my thoughts.
if i feel like saying something i say it i never cared about other ppls oppinion on what they might see wrong in me!
i am as i am i feed i DO NOT breed i live to fulfill my desiers thou i have only one.
i control i rule and opress the ones that oppose me.
i usually have total control.
i love my dog which soon will die i cant prolong her life much longer by sucking the life of others.(thou i never really understood howe i doo that either)

i love hanna mäkelä born 1988 12 of april.
only one i truly did love and did not *USE for my desiers only.

well i would actually appriciate some qeustions about who i am.
both to get the more common view of me and also to clear somethings for myself.


ACID09 why dont you start as i know you seem to know me quite well and more lol but ask please anything at all...

If you have any interest in magick I feel obligated to let you know that whatever your mentality may be, it will effect your magick.

I would like you to explain a few things for me if you would.
1. How is compassion a tool for control?
2. "i am as i am i feed i DO NOT breed i live to fulfill my desiers thou i have only one." What does that mean?
3. What is the one desire you have?
4. How do you control those that oppose you?
5. What do you have total control over?
6. I have noticed that your posts lack capitalization, some punctuation and tend to be disorganized. Would this be an accurate take on your mentality?
7. The tone of your posts tend to be more toward the dark and twisted with an emphasis on control and power. Are you some goth person trying to shock people into giving you attention or fulfilling some other desire?

I apologize if I seem a little condescending, please don't take it personal. I have looked over some of your other posts. They are fairly intelligent and have been productive. I also respect you offering this opportunity to the community to bombard you with questions. This shows a great confidence within yourself.

P.S. You really should keep things out of your flesh. It is generally a good idea.

If you have any interest in magick I feel obligated to let you know that whatever your mentality may be, it will effect your magick.

I would like you to explain a few things for me if you would.
1. How is compassion a tool for control?
2. "i am as i am i feed i DO NOT breed i live to fulfill my desiers thou i have only one." What does that mean?
3. What is the one desire you have?
4. How do you control those that oppose you?
5. What do you have total control over?
6. I have noticed that your posts lack capitalization, some punctuation and tend to be disorganized. Would this be an accurate take on your mentality?
7. The tone of your posts tend to be more toward the dark and twisted with an emphasis on control and power. Are you some goth person trying to shock people into giving you attention or fulfilling some other desire?

1:when you show compassion you gain psychological trust wich can be turned into psychological control(manipulation)

2:hmm your question varies over many areas since that is to be read between the lines. but i am as i am should be clear.

3:love

4:manipulation or magic mostly the first one now days.

5:situations life and persons around me.

6:my spelling do suck yes i know i didnt learn to use punctuation until last year when someone actually important complained. never was one for spelling or grammatical things.

7:My life has latley been toward the dark and twisted and i am also loosing control (IMG:style_emoticons/default/notworking.gif) . never been a goth never gonna be i am just a me lol at least thats how others describe me.

Your last question also lead me to something i was going to say here also i will be gone for a while.
Need to gather myself and clear things up. Since i cannot loose control of my self nor my situations.

So i need to isolate myself for a while and also talk to someone(thing) (IMG:style_emoticons/default/bye2.gif)

The reason i put that test result as signature here is that it describes me to well.

Any more questions?
all are welcome
anyways thats all for now bye and thanks for the questions (IMG:style_emoticons/default/smile.gif)