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Gemini23 |
Apr 27 2007, 11:40 AM
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Ok, sort of a long one here.
I have read that the Bandar are like a separate set of entities, not good or evil in human terms, and are often a reflection of sorts of the one who calls them.
As a child, I lived in a house that had a powerful entity in it. When I was left alone at night, it would terrify me, until one night I used my imagination and called or created something darker, meaner, and more powerful than what was in the house to protect me. It worked, and the being I called has been with me sense. It has at times been hard to control, like a chained dog it doesn't seem happy if ignored. It has manifested least once in another case where a friend was being haunted (for lack of a better word) and it attacked the bad guy pretty badly, and almost consumed it. In cases where I have been in houses with presences, all I ahve to do is release it and the entities either leave or are eaten.
As time went on, I began to make peace with it. It seems to hover around the chakra point near my navel (sorry, I am not good with terminology). Once I began my work with the necro, it calmed down a lot, to the point where I wondered if it was still there. Two nights ago a lady was with me in bed and she began to feel things crawling on her and got scared, I calmed her down(she thought it was bugs or some such but my apartment is bug free) and got her back to sleep. I am pretty sure it was just some psychic trash, the same stuff that sometimes accumulates around me. So I called the daemon inside of me, let it loose, and the shenanigans ended.
I always felt it was most likely a thought form I created that is linked to my energies, or some part of my psychic make up that is just over activeMy feeling of this companion seems to resemble much of what I have read here of the Bandar. It becomes calmer when I give it attention, and I have yet to encounter anything, ever, that can even come close to matching it's power when I am threatened. As I said earlier, it has become much "nicer" since my necro work has begun.
ANyone care to speculate as to what this is? Is this possibly a Bandar like being that I somehow called long ago? Or am I way off base?
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We should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once. And we should call every truth false which was not accompanied by at least one laugh.
Friedrich Nietzsche
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Nosotro Tehuti |
Apr 27 2007, 02:05 PM
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Greetings Gemini,
Actually, I would not be surprised at all if you'd just naturally called a Bandar, even as a child. Enki knows our destinies and if he saw you one day picking up the path of the Necronomicon, he may have just assigned you a bandar, since you were calling for a protective spirit. Even though as a child you believed you were just imagining up a protective spirit, it is highly likely that you actually summoned one through natural ability. It seems fully possible to me that you called a bandar. Besides the fact of Enki hearing your call, or knowing you future path, summoning the entities involved with the Necronomicon can and many times, is a very organic, almost shamanistic experience. The sigils and incantation involved help, but aren't needed if you know consciously or even subconsciously, what you are trying to contact. Now that you've seen this spirit calm down and become more integrated into your life, I would suggest trying to construct the Agga Mass Ssaratu bowl and burning some bread for this spirit. If you feel him feeding from it and becoming excited/empowered by it, then there is a very good chance that you do indeed have a bandar.
Good luck, Nosotro Tehuti.
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ILAT ENKI, IMHAS INA LIBBU INE SU'ATI AMELNAKRU MANNU EMU SHU GUSHTUKUL ELI INA DINGIR!
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Gemini23 |
May 18 2007, 06:33 AM
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OK, you made me lose sleep last thinking about this. We know that magic isn't limited to the present and future, I am sure we have all done workings which resulted in events that had to have begun before the working was performed. I can't recall where, but I recently read an article by a chaos magician discussing just these types of spells, aimed deliberately at past events, to change current circumstances.
The Bandar, being a self aware entity of some sort that inhabits the astral plane, would not be limited by time anymore than by distance. If we have multiple incarnations why wouldn't a more evolved form of ourselves work backwards? This is a complete mind hump for us here on the physical plane where time only moves in one direction.
Another idea- what about the entities of the Necro doing the same thing? Are we really rediscovering and renewing an ancient wisdom, or are the Necro entities a level 5 type civilization (Kardeshev Scale of Civilizations) working backwards, from our perspective, to transform humanity? Did they make sure that the earliest civilization had records of them (and pictures that give rise to questions about ancient astronauts) so that we would hear of it today?
With so many different manifestations of the Summerian god forms in other civilizations through the years (discussed in Gates of the Necronomicon), how much thought energy has been accumulated? With the writings of H.P. Lovecraft and the popular appeal of the Necronomicon (even in the excellent Evil Dead movies), it almost seems possible that these entities are investing in the past to get a result today or in the near future.
Dam interesting idea, one that definitely twists things up in my already twisted mind....
This post has been edited by Gemini23: May 18 2007, 06:40 AM
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We should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once. And we should call every truth false which was not accompanied by at least one laugh.
Friedrich Nietzsche
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UnKnown1 |
May 30 2007, 03:39 PM
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QUOTE(nineofzero @ May 30 2007, 05:09 AM) So what your saying is that if The Bandar is I, then I am Bandar? How many plains / levels of existence or consusness does he live on / in ? So then are we the past or the future? I would say that I am both at the same time is the same true for our Bandar. Being that I die every second of the day as well as being born every second of the day. Now in order to inflect proper change i have to know in which time this alter me operates in? Maybe it is exatly the same time in a different year? Possibly I,Bandar,god are one in the same in different dimensions and through some process we exchange turns on this plain. Always trying to instate change for our next evolution. Eventually becoming god and possibly falling from there returning to this veil of tears. It would make some weird sense that we are all of the above in some weird Tetra. But is there ever a point in which we could miss one of these steps and not become. Hope this isn't way of in left field. It should be noted that this thread has atleast made me ponder. So if any of this seem to not apply to above post feel free to delete. I just had to type the thoughts out to try to make sense of it. (IMG: style_emoticons/default/smile.gif) A prayer to Bandar: <Insert your name in the blank> Bandar Holy Angel who reveals all things. Reveal everything to me. Bandar Holy Angel you are my wings. Sacred wings which cover me. Bandar I summon you into real and beholdable form. Bandar you and I are one. Walk with me on the path to god-hood. Together we shall become gods. Bandar guide me on the path to truth. As I seek to discover the truth of all truths. Bandar reveal the truth to me. Cast light into the darkened places. Let what dwells in the dark be destroyed by the might of your rays. Zi Dingir Anna Kanpa! Zi Dingir Kia Kanpa! Zi Dingir Gibil Kanpa! Zi Dingir Enki Kanpa! Zi Dingir Bandar Kanpa! Zi Dingir _______¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬¬ Kanpa!
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Aug 9 2007, 01:07 AM
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I don't think that you summoned a bandar as bandars tend to hate you. Bandars also don't typically reside within a person, rather, they either reside near the person until they are banished. It sounds to me like you created an egregore (a spirit servitor), or judging by its power, an Archtypal Image (more powerful and intelligent version). Usually it takes a group to make Archtypal Images, but this one rests in your solar plexus chakra when it isn't active. (IMG: style_emoticons/default/hmm.gif) The solar plexus is one of the most powerful energy centers on the body and is likely basking in your energy, continuing to grow in power, and if this is indeed an egregore that you store in your solar plexus... then you're a f*cking genius! (IMG: style_emoticons/default/respect.gif) Here's a description of what an Archetypal Image is by Konstantinos: QUOTE Intentionally Created Archetypal Images (Group Egregores): These entities are deliberately brought into being by magical lodges to serve as guardians or energy sources for specific magical workings. Group egregores are allowed to exist as long as the lodge of their creation exists and sometimes longer. The reason they do not become dangerous, like normal egregores, lies in the method of their creation. Unlike the latter, group egregores work with an energy current. When not actively working for a magical goal, these beings exist within this current and do not wander around the physical plane causing trouble. If a magician were to align him or herself with a magical current by joining a lodge, then he or she would be able to evoke and work with these beings. A solitary magician, however, has to work with either egregores of his or her creation or with archetypal images of the following type: (describes Unintentionally Created Archetypal Images) Your solar plexus is the energy stream that your egregore/Image exists in when inactive. Normally this is somewhere in the astral plane, but the energy inside one of your chakras is sufficient to keep it at bay. I've never heard of this before! This is quite exciting for me. Well... there are dangers of letting egregores live too long, especially since it lives inside you, but the advantages are enormous. If it starts getting too out of hand, then I'd destroy it and make another, but it sounds to me like you don't need to do this right now, especially since it's getting calmer. The reason it's getting calmer is probably because you are working with an effective system of magick. I don't think it matters if you work with the Necronomicon, Solomonic Magick, Psionics, etc. as long as you practice magick. Being a magician grants you better control, and it increases your power.
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