I am not sure where this is going exactly.
First and foremost and as hard as it may seem we must keep fear out of the equation. I have seen my modest retirement which I can not touch anyway I am not old enough, cut in 1/2 and I have not been retired a year yet.
Having said that my next comment is:
We ain't seen nothing yet.
The change was on a better path then now. I tend to lean towards pessimism so I feel we are long past the nice comfortable transition.
I am a creature of comfort my very essence (4th way sense) is about comfort. I begin to get a little apprehensive actually to the point where fear was getting the edge. I very much understand where you are coming from. Spirits that have never been incarnated do not understand the concept it simply does not exist there. The ones that have been here as may be the case with one of my helpers would have bartered, so he does not understand the modern day economy. Most helping spirits seem to be of the never been here group.
Every time I asked about the situation I get smiles and everything is ok. Fairly recently a Buryat shaman introduced me to a very high order of spirit called a Udha. I feel we all have one they rarely contact you directly I guess. After meeting him I began asking about the financial situation and the pact I made with the spirits, reminding him I have kept my part. He kept saying everything is fine as the others did but this time I just kept asking finaly he said this:
Your life has been comfortable, you eat the best food, your living is comfortable, the pain you are in we are working on and it is much less, 3 times you received a check out of the blue, why do you worry.
I said, Yes that is all true thank you and all the others for the help, but... He said, Look you set up this life before you got here, do you now doubt that?
No
Ok, you have never lacked, everything you have needed has been provided. Ok, so you live in a small apartment and the income for luxuries is scarce. But you are comfortable, you eat well, money pops up when you need it, even enough to by books, take workshops, and some recreation.
Yes, BUT...
Do you seriously think you set it up to end in misery? Look at your life! You set that up also, believe me you were very through. Don't worry. Remember this conversation because it is going to get worse before it gets better. Keep the fear down and it won't really affect you. You will have everything you need to do what you are here for, times will get rough but you will not be more uncomfortable then you can handle.
I also have an adept that has joined my spirit horde he HAS been here and has had income problems and is only one generation behind us... so that helps me feel better. It is only the last 3 days I realized that, even though I know when he died it had not occurred to me until the news started to raise the fear specter.
Krell
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